leah's rants!!

I haven't ranted about my sunshine:-(

So the day of the concert I was finally able to meet my best friend laramie after months and months of texting and I cried on the bus ride home because I couldn't even fathom emotions when I met her.

BEFORE she even arrived in front of the restaurant we were going to go meet at I was crying and constantly talking about her thinking wOW holy shit I'm meeting my friend for the first time and I get to hold my baby boo and let me tell you something @ laramie

Holding you was the best feeling in the world and I always wondered what it would feel like to hold my babe for the first time and it was like fireworks went off. I was feeling shock more then anything, I was too stunned to cry I didn't even have thoughts running through my mind all I was thinking about was how beautiful you were and how I love you so much. Eating dinner I didn't have an appetite because wowowow you were so pretty and your mom was so nice and you got me beautiful gifts and I just eufhqhdh. But baby boo I remember sitting on that bus, and I was shaking and I turned to my mom and said "i just saw the two most important people in my life for the first time," and I lost it. I cried on the bus, I cried over shawn, I cried over camila, and I cried over you laramie I was sobbing. Everything was hitting me at once and it was an emotional ride. I love you so much laramie and I miss you but I know it won't be the last time we meet either.
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~Leah