As I was walking someone pushed me to the ground. My head hit against the pavement. I gasped in surprise.
I heard laughing and I just laid there hoping they would go away. Than I heard Dans voice.
"I couldn't go home yet until I tortured you more. Right guys?" Dan and his friends laughed. "Aww. Poor baby can't get up?"
I started to cry silently. My body already hurt from the abuse I got from him before. I prayed he wouldn't hurt me anymore. I heard them walk away.
I slowly got up. I sat down by a tree. My body couldn't go any further with how bad it was hurting.
Before I know it I see things getting thrown at me. I covered my head.
"Throw more at him!" Dan said getting a kick out of hurting me.
I kept getting hit with what they were throwing at me. I shut my eyes wishing this was over.
After Dan and his friends were done throwing stuff at me, they laughed at me. They got in Dans car and drove off.
I uncovered my head and looked at what they were throwing. I saw a bunch of rocks laying next to me. I pulled my jeans up to see more bruises and I was bleeding. I pulled my jeans back down and covered my hands with my sleeves.
It was a warm day out and here I am with jeans and long sleeves. I hate how my body looks.
I got back up and looked around me to make sure no one else was around me. I hugged myself.
"No one loves me." I whispered to myself.
All i've ever known was this life. I always got bullied by people at school and by my family. They always know the words to say to me. To make me want to hurt myself.
I couldn't tell you how many scars I have on my body. But it's okay. It's not like anybody cares enough to help me. No one even bothers to at least ask me if i'm okay.
As I finally got home I bit my lip and walked up to the porch. I was scared for my life as I turned the handle.
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I am so sorry for the really really really late chapter. From now on i'll be more active. I love you cuties! <3
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Reason To Live (phanfic)
FanfictionPhil has been bullied all his life and the person he secretly liked bullies him everyday at school. Which is Dan Howell. Phil finally decides to kill himself but somehow comes back to life and is in a coma. Phil wants to be alive but can't seem to f...