Destiny (GIRLXGirl)Me and Ally Hills

Chapter 23-Why Did You Forgive?

  *TRIGGER WARNING*THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS A ABUSIVE SITUATION*

APOV

*DREAM*

I wake up in a cold cell, with nothing but 3 stone walls and the front made with bars. I see a door, I walk up to it. I try to open it but it's lock. Shit its lock. I hear footsteps, that get closer and closer to where I'am. I run back to the corner. I pull my knees to chest and rest my head, on my knees. I hear the door open,but still don't look up. 

Maybe if I keep still or something they'll leave me alone. I hear a deep voice, It sounds familiar. Ally-Wait-Look at me! It cant be! Just ignore him. LISTEN TO ME BITCH I'M YOUR FATHER! I go into terror mode. I'm shaking in fear as I hear him get closer. I look up and see him, evilly staring down at me.

Thats more like it you disgusting dyke. I whimper. He kneels down in front of me. I flinch as he brings his hand up, he caress my face. Shush, it's okay. I'll help you. I can make you like guys again. You got infected. I'll cure you.

At those words, tons of flashbacks hit me. Memories of my abusive father, how he died in drug deal gone wrong. How my mom still loved him. How she turned against me. How she blames me for everything. How my father hit and raped me everyday. Why we never talked about him before and after he died.

As my vision clears. I see my father taking his belt of. I need to punish you before I can help you. I have to make sure the demons and disease don't come back. I love you Ally, BS, that's why I'm doing this. All this is BS, he doesn't love me, never did, don't fall for it.

I see he raise his arm up about to hit me. But the moment it comes down, I act, I start screaming and kick, But he just continues. Ally, baby, if you keep struggling I have to keep hitting you. Please don't make me continue. But I don't listen.

I hear my name being calling out continuously. I finally shove my "father" away. but before I could get away. I he pins me down. I look into his eyes trying to mentally get him to stop, but all I see is lust, anger, evil.

Huff, I can't wait anymore, He says. He already has his pants and underwear off. I'll make it quick honey. He shoves in roughly. I feel his breathe by my ear. Ally, he moans out, at least it sounded like a moan.

I hear my name being called out multiple times. Each time it sounds less and less like my father. I feel kisses by my ear I try to struggle but I can't escape. I squeeze my eyes shut. Wishing for everything to stop.

I open my eyes, Everything's a little blurry, I see black in front of, WHY AM I STILL HERE?? I guess it is real, but before I can just accept my fate, I feel soft fingers under my chin.

I look in to soft captivate hazel eyes. In them I see worry, caring, and everything good. When my brain finally starts working, after getting lost in the eyes, I realize I'm in Theo arms. I finally ball my eyes out, as I push myself into Theo.

Please don't let him hurt me! Please don't! I sob into their chest.I hear Theo shush me. It's okay. I'm here. I'll protect you for the rest of my life! I calm down a little after hearing that

After a while Theo lays me down under the covers. I feel Theo leaving the bed and start to freak out. So before they get anywhere, I pull them down onto the bed and I snuggles into their chest.

Please don't leave me! I hear something, but couldn't quite tell what it was. Did they just laugh? I'm not leaving, just going to make breakfast.Time to ask the one question that's been bugging me since I woke up. Theo, why did you forgive me so fast? Theo looks at me. Your still my friend no matter what. Ouch, I really did fuck up

And even if you weren't I care bout all people. If I saw a random person crying to themselves in the bathrooms, I would try to help them. Besides something tells me you are special, very special, to me.

My heart flutters at the sound of that.

FINALLY! It's suppose to be my break and I'm busy! I'm actually in California right now. But part of this was written while I was 5,000 or so in the air, yes I was in a airplane. Since I have windows I used Notepad to save my work. This is extra long to apologize for not updating in a while. I also wanted to give you Ally's point of view for those who were curious. But to let you know It took me a while at write the dream part, not because I couldn't think of everything, but because these are actual things that have happened to people I love and care about and to other people. These are just generic, these aren't the actual details of what happened, cause that would be me crossing the line. I was also trying not to cry in front of 30 or so strangers.

                                                                      -Theo