Jyxzen Kreine POVDepressed.
That's what I am right now.
Di ko lang pinapakita sa mga kapatid ko. Ayokong mag alala sila tho i know Jungkook is worried about me.
Siya kasi yung sinasama ko sa hospital.I'm glad na di pa siya nagtanong.
Nakaka stress isipin kaya dumiretso ako sa Music Room ng maka rating kami ni Jungkook dito sa University.Once i saw the piano, I smiled.
Lumapit ako at umupo.
I started to play my favorite song.Kiss The Rain By Yiruma.
This is what I do kapag na dedepress ako o malungkot. I play the piano.
I closed my eyes and memories of my past flashed through my mind.10 years Ago
"M! L!"
I shouted once I saw them.
They looked at me and smiled.
Nasa park kami ngayon."J!"
Yan ang tawagan namin First letter ng names namin. XD
Lumapit sila saken. Niyakap ako ni M, L gave me a smile at umupo kami sa damuhan. Lagi kaming ganito kapag hapon. Maganda kasi yung park dito sa Village namin.
Nasa gitna nila ako. 10 years old lang kami nun."May sasabihin nga pala ako sa inyo"
Biglang nagsalita si M.
Bigla akong kinabahan ewan kung bakit."Ano yun?"
Tanong ni L sa kanya. I stayed silent.
He looked at Us. I saw the sadness in his eyes."Aalis na kami. Lilipat na daw kami sabi ni Dad"
Di ako nakapag salita agad sa narinig ako. I was shocked.
We're best friends since birth.
Even L didn't say a word."B-bakit kayo aalis? I-iwan mo kami ni L?"
I asked him. Iiwan niya kami? :'(
Yumuko siya."Sorry J. Pupunta na kami sa ibang bansa. Ewan ko kung babalik pa kami. L will take care of you while I'm gone"
He looked at L like he was saying na 'you're in charge of her'
L nod in agreement.
I cried. Hard.
Niyakap ko siya. Once his father decide wala ng makakapigil dun."Shh don't cry. Papangit ka niyan"
Natawa ako sa sinabi niya. Kumalas ako sa yakap.
"Kailan kayo aalis?"
Biglang tanong ni L.
"Bukas"
A tear fell from his eyes. Ngumiti siya pero halatang pilit. Pinunasan ko ang luha niya. I just smiled at him.
"Ice cream?"
Bigla kaming napalingon ky L. He's smiling showing his cute dimples while holding 3 cones of ice creams in his hands.
We nod at kumain ng Ice Cream.Nagbonding kaming tatlo. We even took pictures kasi mahilig kumuha ng pictures si L. We enjoyed our last time with M.
Ng mapagod kami umupo kami sa bench para tignan yung sunset.
I felt M's hands on my hands.
I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back."I'll come back for you. I promise. Don't get married yet okay? Wait for me"
I smiled and nod. We did out pinky promise.
I hold on to his promise.I stopped playing the piano ng may humawak sa balikat ko.
Nilingon ko siya.
He gave me a smile. I stood up and hugged him."L. I miss him"
It's been 10 years. We never saw him again. Ni communication wala na din.
He hugged me and kissed my head.
"Babalik siya Kreine. He promised you"
I gave him a smile and nod.
"Tara na. Classes are about to start. Stop crying"
Pinunasan siya ang luha ko. At lumabas na kami ni L sa music room.
M is not just my best friend. He's my first love. And up until now he's still the one i love.
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M ❤- Kookieshyy ❤
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