it's kind of sad actually
beacause after years
and years
and years
of feeling
one day it's like my brain was done
all of my feeling have been felt
it's depressing because i can't feel anything anymore
it's like a nerverending pit in my stomach
that pumps and pumps this addicting kind of numbness into me
my stomach gets hot and my heart gets cold
i start to cry because i realize i've lost
game over.
