tdkms : chapter 14 : bye

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im so sorry that its been so long but my computers still broken so sorry for any typos

xxxxx enjoy xxxxx

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i haistly packed my duffel bag, throwing in anythng. tops, pants jackts, shoes just anything i would need. once i packed my shoes i hurried over to my charger and phone and just as i predicted there were no missed calls.

rolling my eyes i stuffed it in the bag and took the 7000 pounds i took from my bank from under my bed.

putting my bag on the floor i sat in my work chair and began writing my goodbye letter.

i hate to do this but i dont belong here, im just another chairity case for them to get more popularity; i was a fool to think they acctually wanted me or even loved me.the thought of that made me laugh , how could anyone love me? my own parents aused me! i mean thats got to mean something.

taking one last breath and closing my laptop i took one last look around my room. the biys were out recording all day so they wouldent come back until later . and the girls ( little mix , danielle and eleanor ) went out shopping but i declined saying i had some things to do. 

closing to door i started walking to the bus stop , alot of people giving me strange looks but you know what ? fuck them.

looking out the window of the bus, listinig to my music i swa many people, diffrent sizes, coulours , races and religions . it  made you wonder  about thier strory, i mean they could of got diagnosed with something like cancer today or thier wife could of gave birth. you see they always say a picture says a thousend words or something like that.

finally reaching my destination i got of the bus with my bag thanking the man as i left.

i took a sharp breath as i looked round, it was very ghetto, black people haning round, grafiti and alot of gold chains (a

i am NOT RACIST I JUST NEEDED TO PUT THAT IN FOR THE STORY) 

gulping i clenced my bag tighter and took another deep breath. right okay 17b oalkand drive (A\N MADE UP) 

11b 

13b

15b....

17b

i shakily brought my fist up the hard wood door ,and if my hads have a mind of thier own they knocked cold sharp and herd on the door.

seconds later this........

whore opend the door chewing gum annoying loud twirling her hair. giving me a dirty look over she asked bordely "can i help you " 

" umm is alex edwards here?" at this she stood up and gave me a questioning glance "who wants to know?"

"umm jamie " i said wearliy taken back by the question. she noded and shut the door a few seconds the door reopend with a face i never thought i would see again.......

alex............................................................................................

my brother.

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what do you think ? you found out who alex is!!!!!!!!!!!

the song for this chapter is farewell by rihanna

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