they dont know my secret ( a one direction fanfic )

tdkmy:chapter 2: going 'home'

um hi 

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no! icant they work for the same record company as me! they'll surely find out! oh god i feel a panic attack comuing, calm down jamie!! but i want a NORMAL family, you know? a mum, dad and maybe a sibling NOT 5 TEENAGE BOYS!!! oh god i bet theyre just going to abuse me like my parents did!

i was brought out of my daydream of a perfect family when Shirley, the owner of the orphnage awkwardly coughed "jamie go get your bags and go say bye to everyone" by now my body was numb, i couldent feel a thing all my emotions are just mixed up i dont know what to do.

slowly nodding and trying to keep back the tears, key word trying. i shuffled upstairs finding jess on my bed sniffling as soon as she saw me she ran up to me engulfing me in a tight hug crying. "I'm...g...going...t..o miss you!!"she cried "shhh, its alright babe i promise well Skype and call everyday " she nodded and we hugged each other for what felt like eterniaty.

when i was finished i went downstairs with jess and hugged her one last time, before liam took my bags to the car and louis had to pull me away from a red- tear stained faced jess, we were now full on sobbing trying to get back to each other but louis had a tight grip on my waist and Shirley had jess, i gave one last weak wave and smile wave to her before the boys pulled me into the car.

in the car we were left in a awkward silence , i had stopped crying now and looking around, liam was driving, eyes on the road, louis was awkwardly looking out the window with zayn and harry and Niall were typing away on their phones probably telling someone they have the prisoner , jk .

when the car stopped, i looked out the window and my eyes widened and my jaw is probably somewhere in china, it was a 3 story mansion with a pool, trampoline and lake in the back, yes! i can bring my kayak!and is that a football and running track?! well at least i can keep up with my sports."like it?" Niall joked, i scoffed and climbed out.

i walked in and was amazed it was my dream bedroom. 1 wall had a flower design on and the other 2 were pure white. there was a king sized bed, a work bench with a allpe book, i phone i pod and printer. i also had a balcony and a en - suite bathroom and walk-in wardriobe. 

i loved it.

i turned around hugging all of them before saying good night and going to bed.

what a day this has been.