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Shinsuke Takasugi[Gintama]

Requested by: MCBatmaniac
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It has been two months since Shinsuke-sama had taken me into his group.

I was on the verge of death but he had saved me...I can't ever forget that day..

2 Months ago..

"No this is for my (family member)!!" I hugged it tightly.
"Hey girl.. We need the money for the debt that your (another family
Member) owes.

Just give it to us." The debt collectors surrounded me.

They were armed with katanas and threatened me with it.

I refused.
But they still persisted.

"Stop!!" Tears poured out of my eyes as they pulled my hair and slashed me.

Blood gushed out from my wounds.

I winced in pain.
I had never thought that I would experience this.

Cuts,

Bruises,

Slashes,

Wounds.

Everything that happened, it would scar me for life.

I didn't know if I would last any longer. If only my (other family member) didn't leave a debt.

If only I was stronger.
If only they could die right here.

My gritted teeth turned into a smirk.

"It would be better if everyone just died."

My eyes were filled with hatred for the world.

The first time I ever thought about death.

I never knew all my positive thoughts would change in an instant.

A burning desire for death.

Just as I released my grip,
the pain was gone.

What happened..?

I looked up.
A dark purple kimono with yellow butterflies on it.

Who..

Just as I thought that, everything went black.

I opened my eyes and saw a man with dark purple hair and a bandage over his right eye.

I was unfamiliar with the place I was in.

"Where am I..?Who are you..?" I was confused.

I couldn't remember anything at that moment.

All I could remember was this man saving me.

"Do you want to escape this life?" He looked at me.

His eyes were pitch black and reminded me of death itself.

What happened to him...
"Will I be able to destroy everything?" I asked.

If I couldn't have peace, nobody should have peace.

"That would do just fine." He said, with a smirk on his face.

A dark smirk of vengeance.

At that moment, although I felt scared and insecure, I couldn't look away.

I just felt that it was the right path to follow.

The right way.

After joining him, I feel powerful.

I feet like I can do anything.
But something is missing.

After staying and being by his side for quite a while,I have developed this feeling that I think is called....love.

Whenever I'm near him,my heart starts beating faster and my face becomes hot.

But there was something I knew. And it was obvious.
Shinsuke-sama didn't care about love.

And not only love in particular.

He didn't love anything, he didn't fully trust anybody.

He only wanted to destroy.

Even though I knew all of these, I still wanted to at least tell him...

My feelings.

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A/n
Hope you like it!
Even though there is a cliffhanger lol
Thank you to my friends who gave me ideas for this story.