By Chance

Explantions

Sam's point of view

*Flash back*

"Daddy please dot go I'll miss you so much!"

"Sorry sweetie but daddy has to go its his job ok?" He says with a smile

"Ok daddy I love you!"

"I love you too tell Jake I said bye and Maria I said get a job." He laughs at the last part

"Ok daddy promise you'll come back?"

"Promise"

I walk into my sisters car and we follow dad. We always do this I don't know why though. When we see a car come out of no where and hit are dads car we were to shocked to react and hit a car.

***

I wake up with my sister Maria next to my bed.

"Maria where am I?" She lifts her head up with tears in here eyes.

"OMG! Sam I'm so sorry! Your in a hospital..."

"It's ok I'm sure whatever you did you didn't mean it where's daddy?"

"Daddy.... He didn't make it" she says and starts crying.

I feel like my heart just dropped my daddy is dead he's gone I'll never see him. I cry and cry when my mom walks in.

"Sweetie it's ok your only 10 and your only 17 you have your whole lives ahead of you you'll be fine..." She says with tears in her eyes

"What about Jack?"

"He's only 3 he doesn't know what's going on."

"Can we go home?"

"Yeah"

We walk past a room with my dad in it he looked so lifeless. My mom try's to take me away from the door but I scream.

*End of flash back*

I wake up screaming and Ashton falls out of bed. I cant do anything but hug my knees and rock back a fourth and cry. He comes back on the bed and rubs my back and hums a song. I can't tell what song because I'm crying to much.

"Hey Sam what's wrong?" He says with concern

"I don't think I can tell you yet... I'm sorry Ashton."

I get up and grab my stuff and walk out the door back to the university. I walk to my ballet class. Don't ask why I go there I just do even though she may hate me I like dancing. I put my stuff down and start dancing. I leap across the room and land and start spinning. I stop and stay on my toes when I hear clapping. I turn around and see Niall leaning on the doorframe.

"That was amazing!" He said

"Please don't tell any one Niall!"

"Why you where so good!"

"Look I don't like people knowing about this ok... Just don't tell the others... Please I don't need them to think I'm soft...."

"This doesn't make you 'soft' it shows who you are"

"But its not me Niall!"

"Isn't this what you wanted?"

"No it's what.. It's not what I wanted.. It's what.. It's what.." I stop and feel tears in my eyes.

"Hey it's ok you don't have to tell me." He says and pulls me in a hug

"No no.. I want to tell.. I feel like I can trust you.. Like I already know you.. But that's just me being crazy.. Ok my dad liked me dancing and when I said it would be cool to be a ballerina.. He took me to lessons and he loved watching me dance. So to keep him happy I continued.. But I didn't want to continue it hurt to much but my mom forced me to continue.. So I have ever since then..."