By Chance

Apoligizing

Sam's point of view

So I order the pizza and ten minutes later there's a knock on the door.

"I got it!" I say and get off Luke's lap and skip to the door I can hear them laughing. I open it and expect to see the pizza guy but see a red puffy eyed Ashton.

"Sam.. Please.. Can I-I talk to you?" He says getting teary eyed I nod my head and step out side.

"Ashton I'm sorry.. I can't say I love you.. I just don't feel that way about you." I say and get teary eyed

"Sam I don't get why.. Was it something that I did or said.. Was I not good enough for you?" He says

"Ashton no it wasn't you and if anything your to good for me.. I just don't feel that way about you.. I like-"

"Sam I was wondering what was taking so long.. And now I see why.." Luke says

"Sorry Ashton..." I say and run to the boys dorm and knock on the door. Harry opens it an lets me in. I fall on Niall's bed and start crying. I cry so easily now geez what wrong with me.

"Nothing's wrong with you." Niall says sitting on the bed and rubbing my back.

"Shit did I say that out loud?" I say

"Yeah..." Niall says and pulls me into a hug.

"Do you have any peanut butter?" I asks him he nods

"Can you bring it to me and a spoon?" I ask he chuckles and comes back with peanut butter and a spoon. I open it a take a mouth full of peanut butter.

"You have amazing peanut butter" I say and he chuckles and walks out knowing I want to be alone. This was my chance I took the pill bottle and hesitated to open it.

Niall's point of view

I sat on the couch and take out my phone and scroll to find Izzy's number.

To: Izzy

What does Sam do when she's sad/depressed?

A few minutes later I got a text back from Izzy.

From: Izzy

She eats peanut butter but if she's really depressed. She eats peanut butter and Nutella.. Why?

To: Izzy

She asked for peanut butter and spoon and I didn't know why? Now I know she's sad.

Then I hear Sam shouting if I have any Nutella.

To: Izzy

Scratch that she's depressed...

I get up to get Nutella and before I open the door my phone vibrates.

From: Izzy

Me and Sarah will be over in five minutes don't worry she'll be fine.

I open the door and see Sam has tear stained cheeks and puffy eyes. I sigh and give her the Nutella she smiles weakly and eats it. I sit down and my phone vibrates in my pocket.

From: Izzy

Where going to be a little late.. make sure she doesn't have any red scratches on her arms that look like she's been cutting.. Because if she does this is way more serious then you think.

I look at Sam I take her hand and smile weakly at her. I flip her arm over and see she does have them. I let a few tears slip from my eyes and text Izzy.

To: Izzy

She does Izzy. What's gonna happen to Sam?!

Sam sees my tears hitting the screen and she hugs me from behind.