By Chance

Talking about it

Sam's point if view

So my best friends encouraged me to go to the college counselor. So I'm walking there when I see Nick. I wave and he waves back and put his arm around my shoulder. We talk and laugh all the way there. When I say good bye he kisses me on the cheek, and I walk in. I sit down in the same chair I hate sitting in when I'm here.

"Hello Sam so has anything changed?" She asked me

"Yes I can now talk to guys and I have a boyfriend.. So it helps me with my social skills.. Just not freaking out when I remember what happened..." I said to her and she just nods

"Ok what have you recently freaked out about?"

"I have freaked out about m-my brother a-and I get scenes in my dreams a-about J-James." I say almost terrified

"Ok well maybe if you tell someone you care about.. Like your boyfriend who cares about you maybe you'll feel better.. And if not we may have to give you pills controlling your panic attacks.. Or if that doesn't work a mental institution." She said and my mouth dropped.

I walked out and closed the door behind me I was just in shock. I had no idea where I was walking when I stopped. It was Niall's dorm room I was kind of nervous to tell him about it. But I can't be a professional ballerina if I'm in a mental institute. So I knocked on the door but there was no answer. So I called there names "Niall! Zayn! Harry! Louis! Liam!" Still no one opened the door. I was getting worried so I ran back to my room. I opened the door and there was Niall sitting on my bed. I sat down next to him but he didn't look at me.

"Who is he?" He asked me with an icy tone

"Who?" I asked him hoping he's not talking about James.

"The guy who had his arm around you! And kissed your cheek!" He screamed at me and I was taken back.

"Niall please don't scream at me.. I don't think I can handle it yet.. But that guy was my best guy friend Nick well second next to Luke." I say calmly

"Well that's not ok with me.. I mean you can talk to him I just don't want him touching you.. It bothers me yeah know..." He says

"It's ok Ni but you have to trust me I only want you. I trust you." I say as I sit on the couch.

"Yeah I know I trust you.. It's other people I don't trust." He says sitting on the couch

"Ok now I have to tell you something"

"Ok go ahead" he says to me

"But after I tell you can you tell me about your past?" I ask him

"Of course. You told me so much it's only fair."he says and kisses my fore head

***

After I explained everything to him about me and James, and how he had beat me up and hurt me and sometimes raped me when I didn't know it.. How he shot me and said he would kill me.. But I didn't tell him how he would also hurt him, and he explained everything to me about his past. I felt like we where really close now.. And we haven't even had a first date yet.

"Sam this couch is really uncomfortable.." Niall says to me

"Yeah I know but I have an idea" I say to him and he looks at me puzzled.

"Ok you lay down on the couch" I say as I get up and he lays down. Then I lay on top of him my head laying on his chest, and my legs on both sides of him.

"How I this more comfortable for me?" He asked me

"It's not. But you are soooo much more comfortable than the couch. It's more comfortable for me though." I say to him and he laughs.