I hate the world. Why does life always have to seem like it's working against me all the time, just trying to make my already miserable life even more agonizing. Well if that was what it's trying to do its obviously been working cause I'm gay. Of course I'm not against being gay or gay people but me and being gay do not go together very well, because I'm very shy so you won't see me shouting to the roof tops "I'm a homosexual and I don't care." I've have had a lot of trouble coming out to people, right now most of my really close friends know, but they are pretty much it. In all honesty I'll probably never tell my family cause they won't be able to understand me. I know people who told their parents that they were gay or bi gender, both of those are completely normal. But their parents didn't think so, instead their parents thought that they were being influenced by someone,so they took away all of their connections to get on the Internet, began to homeschool them, and made them go to church 3 times a week. So that why I'm not telling my parents. They always tell me that they will be supportive of me no matter what, but that's exactly what my friends parents said too. No matter how hard they try they just can't understand how I feel, they'll think I'm different. But I don't feel different at all, I just feel like myself. So that's the first half of why my life sucks. But that is just the beginning, the second half is where It really hurts me the most.
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Silently Screaming
Non-FictionHey this is my very first time writing a story, please comment and tell me what I could do to make my next story better, and/or what you want me to write about next time This story is basically about how being gay had an impact on my life, how...
