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Chapter 21- Without him

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Chapter 21

“Callie”

I heard my name, but didn’t response.

“Callie”

I felt someone shook me, but I didn’t move.

“Callie”

I saw her looking at me pleadingly, but I block all the sights away.

The wind blew my hair as I sat quietly under the tree in the cold, dull afternoon. I watch the folks with smiles plastered on their faces, kids playing tag while they laugh with joy, individuals walking their dogs as they talk on the phone angrily, and couples...I paused thinking that, that could have been us. Couples with their hands intertwined as they look at each other adoringly and lovingly.

 The last two weeks, was the worst week of my life. Every minute, every second, I felt like I was dying little by little denying what happened to my life, to me, to us. At that time nothing mattered, I felt like all the colours inside me have faded leaving me dull and gray. My voice that used to have life was like a broken record screeching as it played.

“Callie” I looked at Alex who had a worried, concern expression written all over her face. Sighing exasperatedly I looked at her expressionless, making her raked her hand on to her hair from annoyance.

“What’s up?” I asked monotone

Her eyes widen as she gestured her hands to me stating the obvious, “You” she hissed.

“Look I’m fine, ok?” I trailed, “I just need some time to think on my own, to be alone for awhile and try to fix myself” I explained as I stood up stretching my arms and leg. I can’t tell her, can I?

“No you’re not” she shrieked, all of the sudden a felt a sharp tingling on my face snapping me back to my senses. I cupped my face, shock, angry; confuse, yet grateful that Alex slapped me. She wrapped her arm around me and stroked my hair. Burying my face on her shoulder, I cried.

Minutes had passed, I was calmer now and more relax. I saw Alex with a two Styrofoam cup in each one of her hands walking towards me with a warm smile plastered across her face. I smiled back at her gratefully for everything she did, being here for me, for comforting from the tough times.