A girl like that (Lesbian)

Girl like that - Part seven

The first few weeks flew by and I was so happy to be in Sam's company again but this time things were so different we made sure that we didn't live in each others pockets so the time that we did spend together meant so much more. I didn't feel like I was treading on egg shells all the time around her, if I wanted to kiss her I did if I wanted to hold her hand I would I no longer felt that she was ashamed of me of our relationship. It was clear that Sam was making so much more of an effort she keep doing little things that she never would have done before, I would come home from work to find flowers in my flat or she would surprise me with evenings out, she kept telling me that she needed to prove to me that she wanted to be with me and that she didn't want to forget how much it hurt when she thought she was losing me she didn't want us to stop trying with one another. We decided not to rush things this time around and we took things slowly and limited ourselves to kissing which by week four of us being back together was becoming a struggle, in the sprit of taking our time with things neither of us had said I love you since that day at Sam's flat. Sometimes it felt as if the words were going to burst out of my mouth, I guess I was still holding something back. I sorted things out with Zara and Clare and they both understood my reaction and how disappointed I had felt that they hadn't spoken with me about what had happened, Sam made more of an effort with them to and it seemed that they all fond that they had some common ground.

As I sat with Sam in my arms watching a film I felt truly happy and it occurred to me that I had never felt so sure of our relationship and I wanted Sam to be a part of my life that I had never let her into before. I turned to her an looked into her eyes 'I want you to meet my family' I was so simple but it showed her the trust I had in her and our relationship, Sam look a little surprised and didn't respond so I spoke again 'Well my brother and his wife, you know how close I am with him and it would mean a lot to me' I began to worry that she was going to say no that she wasn't ready and we would have gone full circle of her not believing in me or our relationship but then she simply nodded with a huge smile plastered across her face and kissed me, like always she took my breath away the feel of her lips on mine was intoxicating and I always felt as if I could kiss her for hours, it was a deep trusting kiss that suddenly became more forceful with both our hands beginning to wonder over the other body I felt her hand creep under my shirt and her finger trip gently running over my skin the lightest of her touches sending shock waves through my body, I pushed my body into her causing her to fall back on to the sofa so that I was now on top of her my hands running down her body and still out lips hadn't separated. I heard Sam moan into my mouth and in that moment I couldn't have wanted her more I pulled my mouth away from hers and began to trail kisses down her neck, Sam's breathing was ragged, her hands began to pull at my clothing. My mouth crashed down on hers again her hands at the back of my neck pulling me into her, I pulled away slightly and looked into her eyes and in that moment I could see how much she wanted me the affect that I had on her, I shook my head to clear my thoughts and knew in then that I didn't want it to be this way if we were starting over I wanted it to be right not rush. I pulled further away from her but her hands would release me 'Abby' her voice was pleading with me 'Not like this Sam' Her face was blank but she let out a deep sigh before letting me go I sat up quickly knowing that I needed to put distance between us before my need for her took over my logical brain. I stood up slowly 'I'm going to call my brother, is the weekend after next ok?' Sam sat up fixing her rumpled clothing 'Sounds good to me' I left the room to make the call.

And that was how we found ourselves making the four hours plus drive to my brothers county house in Devon. Will and I had always been very close, he was eight years older than me and had been married to Sarah for four years and they were very happy together. I hadn't been to visit him for over a year and I missed both he and Sarah, there home always left me feeling so relaxed and comfortable, I loved walking along the coast and although the weather was getting colder I knew that I would be dragging Sam out to walk with me. We had both left work a few hours early so that the drive wouldn't be so bad and after about three hours we hit some traffic, it was approaching six in the evening and as the nights had started to draw it the sun was setting. Sam hand rested on my thigh as I drove and we sat in comfortable silence, I glanced over at Sam wondering what was going through her mind I wondered if she was feeling out of her depth this was a big step forward in our relationship I had never taken any of my past girlfriends to meet my brother. I turned up the radio and sang along to the song that was playing