Feel

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After I had finally cried myself to sleep, I woke up after about 8 or 9 hours. 

I'm just glad that I could acutally sleep last night. 

I can't believe Justin did this to me.

I looked at my phone and I had about 50 missed calls from Justin. 

And also texts from him saying that it wasnt what it looked like.

But honestly I didn't know what to believe anymore.

Hope was already awake and watching TV when I got up.

"Hey chica" She said when I walked into the living room.

"Hey.." I said quietly, my head was pounding.

"Are you alright? Feeling any better?" She asked me with worried eyes

"I'm fine." I mumbled and layed down on the couch.

"So... Gabe and the rest of the band are coming to town today, he hasn't left them alone to come see me, and they have some free time between shows" She said smiling really big.

"Yay..." I said sarcasticly

"You can hang out with us, and you don't even have to worry about that asshole Hills" 

"Oh thank god, like I could ever live with being alone!" I said sarcasticly again

"Oh shut up" She said after hitting me with a pillow

I laughed and got up to go shower.

"How long till he gets here??" I asked

"A couple hours!" She said while jumping up and going to my closet. 

I got into the shower and was in there for an hour. 

Just feeling the hot water roll acrossed my body, and just being able to think about everything. 

I got out and wrapped the towel around me and walked out into my room.

Hope was already showered and dressed and she had blow dryed her hair even.

Now she was curling it.

She was so beautiful, Gabe was a very lucky guy. 

I decided to wear my black skinny jeans, and my Of Mice & Men shirt. 

I straightened my hair, and put in my monroe ring with a little red stud on it. 

I did my make-up light and natural looking.

I smiled into the mirror.

You couldn't even tell that I had been crying all night.

I heard Hope whistle from acrossed the room.

"Damn girl, you making him wish he didn't mess up aren't you?" She asked

I laughed.

"No, I really don't even want to see him" I said

"Alright, well get your shoes on and lets go!" She yelled

I slipped on my purple vans and grabbed my sunglasses and walked out the door. 

Hope drove and I rode shotgun. 

We pulled up to the recording studio and the guys were all standing outside.

"Shit.." I mumbled

There he was.

"It's okay" Hope told me before jumping out of the car and going to see Gabe.

"Hope!!" I heard all the guys yell 

I was glad the windows were tinted so they couldn't see me. 

Hope hugged all the guys real quick.

"Wheres Destiny?" I heard Kellin ask 

"Uhh.. I don't know.." I heard Hope mumble 

"Shes in the car isn't she?"  I heard Jesse ask 

"Yea.." She mumbled again

I got out of the car and yelled at her

"Hope you bitch! Lets goooo!!!!" and I got into the backseat

Justin ran over to the car real quick

"Justin she doesn't want to talk to you!" I heard Hope yell

My door opened then and there stood Justin

"Destiny.. " He wispered

"Justin." I said flatly. 

"You got to listen to me okay? Theres not anyone else! I love you! It's all an image thing, people saw us talking one day and they started all these rumors! We aren't together! I swear!!!" He said

I laughed then.

"Prove it." 

He sighed

"Fine. Scoot over." He said 

I did and then he climed into the backseat next to me.

He unlocked his phone and opened his texts.

They were from a girl named Nicole. 

Nicole: Omg, can you believe all of this?! My boyfriend is pissed. He thinks I'm cheating on him. 

Justin: Yeah, I know, It's crazy, my girlfriend hasn't heard about it yet I don't think, so I'm going to call her soon.

Nicole:  Okay good, better she hear it from you, but if it's too late then tell her she can talk to me so that you guys are okay :)

Justin: Okay, thanks.

"There, believe me now?" He asked

Oh my god I feel stupid.

I looked at Justin.

"I'm so sorry!!!" I said wrapping my arms around him and starting to cry 

"Shhh.. it's okay baby, I didn't expect you to believe me" he said kissing my head

I just kept hugging him 

"Do you want to hang out with me today? I honestly don't want to hang out with Gabe and Hope" I said

He laughed

"I'd love to, I've missed you, now lets go, we can take my car" He said grabbing my hand and opening the car door. 

We climbed out and all the band members looked confused.

I walked over to Hope


"Hey, im going with him to hang out for the day." I told her

"Sooo.. you guys are okay?" She asked

"Eh.. we're gettin there" I said 

She smiled 

"Okay, have fun" She told me

"Okay, see ya" I told her "Bye guys" I said to the rest of the band.

"Bye Destiny" they all said.

I walked back to Justin's car and got in 

He started the car and grabbed my hand and kissed it.

I smiled softly.. I really hope we can work this out

I really feel like im in love with this guy. 

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