I learned all kinda of things about Justin over dinner.
Like what animals he likes and what beer he'd rather drink.
Or that he would rather eat a live spider than wear green everyday for the rest of his life.
And all kinds of little things like that.
After we left the restraunt we were both in a good mood.
But I however couldn't get the whole "Last time" part on the phone.
I had to ask him about it.
I didn't really know how so I guess I could just be straight forward with it.
We got in the car and it was still silent.
It hadn't been that bad of a day.
But if someone would've told me yesterday that this is what I would be doing today I would've slapped them.
I had to know though.
"Hey Justin?" I asked him
He looked at me for a second, quickly moving his eyes back to the road
"Yeah?" He asked
"I heard you on the phone earlier.." I told him quietly
I thought I heard him catch his breath.
"You did?" He asked
"Yeah.. What did you mean by last time? You've cheated on somebody before?" I asked him
He sighed
"Yes. We were together for a little while. And I met someone else. I told her when she started to see us in the magazines that it was all pretend. Only with you I'm telling the truth. I couldn't hurt her like that, even though lying to her made it even worse. I know what you're thinking. Believe me I know what you're feeling. I've seen it before. I'd never ever do that to you. I wouldn't do it to anyone again. I promise you." He said
For some reason, something in his voice made me want to believe him.
"I do believe you" I told him.
Not really believing him but not wanting to tell him
"I love you" He said while looking over at me and smiling
"I love you too" I told him
I wanted to be sure so I decided I was going to ask the guys.
The first one I thought of was Kellin.
Hes a total sweetheart.
Destiny: Hey Kel, can I talk to you??
Kellin: Yeah, whats up??
Destiny: Is he telling the truth??
Kellin: Yes, I believe he is. But it's up to you if you believe him or not. He does love you.
Destiny: Okay.. Thank you.
I felt so much better now.
Maybe I could really start to forgive him.
He looked at me.
"Are you alright?" He asked me
I smiled really big.
"Yes, I'm great" I said looking at him
He smiled at me
"What?" He asked
"Nothing.. I'm just glad that you came and talked to me even though I didn't want to" I told him
"Do you believe me?" He asked
"Yes, now stop worrying so much okay?" I said
"Okayyyy" He said draging out the y
He grabbed my hand, kissed it, and held it in his the rest of the way home.
When we pulled up to my house he went to get out of the car and I pulled his hand back.
"What are you doing?" He asked me
I just smiled and pressed my lips to his.
He was shocked for a moment and then smiled into my kiss.
He moved his head slightly to deepen the kiss and put his hands around my waist drawing small circles onto my back.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and tangled my hands into his hair.
Finally I pulled away and we were both breathless.
I smiled and hopped out of the car.
He looked shocked and got out as well.
"Wait a minute you can't just kiss me like that and run away!" He yelled while I was running quickly up the stairs.
"Watch me!" I yelled back
I heard his footsteps become closer and before I knew it he grabbed me by the waist, picked me up and threw me over his sholder.
I screamed and he started laughing.
I started yelling at him to put me down.
I then started to hit him in the back.
"Hey!" He yelled and then smacked my ass
I screamed again and he started laughing even harder
We finally made it inside and he tossed me onto the couch.
He stared at me for a second and then pinned me down.
He leaned down close to me and acted like he was going to kiss me.
I stopped fighting him for a second and tilted my head up so he could.
And he started tickling me.
I started kicking and screaming at him.
Finally when he stopped after I had successfully kicked him multiple times.
He just smiled at me.
"I love you" He told me
"Well I love you too" I said "Even though you're an asshole sometimes"
He laughed at me
"Well.. You're not always the nicest person in the world either you know." He said
"And whoever said that I was? Because baby they were lying to you" I said smiling looking innocent
"Hm.. I don't remember anyone ever saying that, guess you just tricked me"
"Tricked you? Don't you remember when we met? I think you learned to never wake me up again now hm?" I asked
He chuckled
"Yes I did"
And he leaned down and kissed me softly
"Hey Destiny?" He said
"Yes?" I asked
"I know we don't know eachother very well, and you just started to forgive me.. But I love you. You know that right? And..I.. I..I-" He stuttered
"Come on Justin, spit it out already" I said laughing
"Destiny.. I'll never hurt you like that again." He said
"I know honey, I believe you" I told him
He looked deep into my eyes.
"Destiny... Will you.. Will you marry me?"
