Chapter 19-

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Chapter 19

It had been three days since Eric hit me yet the memory still burned in my head. I rolled over on the far side of the bed not wanted his hands on me. I groaned feeling stupid for not packing my bags the same day he hit me and leaving. I felt a tear trickle down my cheek, I was angry. Angry at my self for stay, angry and eric for not being the man I always dreamed of, andgry at God for allowing me to be in this situation, angry and my mom for making me put my duties before my feelings. , but truthfully I knew I could only blame myself. 

I wiped the tear from my cheak and i sat up heading to the bathrrom to wash my face, until I felt a strong arm grab my waist and pulled me back to the bed.

"where are you going beautiful" 

As I heard his voice my mind flashed back to the day I came home from the mall.

*Flashback*

I had finally reached home after what felt like forever at the mall, bella always thinks shopping is the answer to ever problem. And thats why i was coming in at 10pm with so many bags of unnessasary stuff. I swear I thought the secruity guy was going to tell us to get out as I'm pretty sure we were the last people to leave the mall.

When I got to my room I placed the bags down and headed straight for the showers, I didn't even notice eric sitting on the bed.

" where the hell have yiu been?"

"i was out" I spat at him

"what did you just say?

He got up and slowly made his way over, when he got to me , he towered over me and I could see his eyes held some angry.

"I don't recall me ever having to tell you where and who i'm with, that was never the agreement"

His had came up to my face so fast I don't even have time to think.

"Don't you dare talking to me like that, just remember I doing you and you damn family a favor being with you, If it wasn't for this arrangement you would be able to take over the family business and then what would happen to your family, huh. Besides you mother loves me so much, I have her wrapped around my finger, so the next time you feel like talking back to me like that you think about your mother and the rest of you pathetic family"

I fell silent, I wanted to curse, scream, shout , something, anything to express my angry but I couldn',t I knew there was truth to what he was saying and if I slipped up, he could make one phone call and it would all be over, but would that be such a bad thing, I hate having to put up with his bullshit but on the other hand I have to think about my responsiblities and my family and if that means dealing with this prick then so be it"

"I'm going to take a shower" I whispered.

I was surprised at how low and calm my voice sounded, yet I was screaming on the inside. 

*End of flashback*

"  hi eric" I signed.

He came out to me and grabbed me bring me into a hug, I was a but throw off and my body stiffened. I have expected him to hit me but I had done nothing wrong, however he always seams to find  something wrong.

"Guess who I just got off the phone with" I lowered his neck until it was by my eyes and whispered

"Your mother"

my heart sped up and i got nervous.

" did he call her to tell here the wedding's out, should  I be happy or sad about that, or maybe he called her to straighten me out'

"She called me today to see if we were available to go home for ball, a ball to officially anounce our engangement"

"what?! and engangement ball, I don't think that a g--

" I've already told her yes"

" You told her yes without even telling me about it"

" Well since I thought it would be a great way to get gifts and show this gorgous face infront of the camera, I didn't see the need to discuss it with you.... were going and that's that's'

Yet again I found my self silent, I wanted a hole to appear underneath me and swallow me whole, since when did my life become so complicated.

How much is it to ask for a good guy, someone who loves me, someone who doesn't just think about fame and money, just a easy going guy, just even a simple thing as rolling up yours pants and walking down the beach with me. Who was  I kinding, guys like those are either taken or gay. 

I signed stripped off my clothes and stepped in the warm shower, hopeing that all my worry's would go down the drain.

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