Texting || MYG

4.2

nina's pov

i woke up to a pair of arms wrapped around my waist and someones chin on top of my head. i looked down, staring at the strong, pale arms i had been staring at for weeks. why was i cuddling with yoongi? all i could remember from last night was him carrying me here. was i so out of it that i didn't remember asking him to cuddle? i remember him singing to me, and that's all. he actually cuddled me? and let me cuddle him? this was honestly crazy. 

slowly, i moved yoongi's arm that was around me, and moved away from, quickly, just in case he woke up. surprisingly, he didn't move at all, and stayed asleep. i was confused, but i shrugged it off, grabbing some clothes from my suitcase and going into the bathroom. i turned on the shower and took off my clothes, waiting for the water to warm up. once it was warm enough and i was under the water, i sighed in relief, feeling the knot in my shoulders go away. i didn't why i was so stressed, and i didn't know that i was stressed. 

maybe it was yoongi. maybe it was the fact that everything between us was getting awkward and i didn't know what to do. it was my fault, i made everything awkward. 

i felt stupid, honestly. i was still chasing after yoongi, wanting him to be with me. wanting to cuddle with him, wanting him to sing to me and just be close to me. i was stupid. that's all i could think of. how stupid i was. 

after standing under the water for a while, i washed my body and putting a little bit of shampoo in hair, trying to make sure it didn't get too greasy. i turned off the shower and dried off, putting on my clothes and wrapping the towel around my hair. i decided to not do anything with makeup, knowing that we weren't going anywhere and i could just be lazy for the day. i walked out into the room, seeing yoongi sitting on the edge of his bed, on the phone. 

"yes-no-shut u-i'm sorr-my god you guys are loud." he looked up, seeing me watching him. he smiled. 

"guys, i gotta go.. nina's out of the shower.. mhm.. yes.. we probably will tonight.. yes, yes.. mhm.. annyeong!" he hung up the phone, throwing it on the bed. 

"good morning." i said, smiling. i walked past him, grabbing my phone. i checked it real quick, seeing i had a few messages from some people, but i didn't bother checking who. 

"good morning. what did you plan on doing today?" i turned around, seeing yoongi standing behind me. i tried not to act surprised, but the look on yoongi's face gave it away. 

"nothing! my god. i just wanted to stay in today. yesterday was to much." i said, putting my hand on my chest, feeling how fast my heart was beating. 

"that's good with me. maybe we could watch some movies? i know this website where we could watch batman vs superman. i heard it was good." all i did was nod, sitting down on my bed. did he forget about last night? i looked at him and smiled. 

"sounds good." 

"by the way, can you tell me how my singing voice was?" shit. 

"it wasn't to bad. i don't really remember anything because i fell asleep." i looked away from him, afraid i'd give something away. 

"cool. well, sorta? i was just wondering. i'm gonna hook up my laptop so we can watch that movie now." his words were rushed, almost like he was embarrassed. i looked at him, seeing him getting in his bag and pulling out cords, but the blush on his face was obvious. was he embarrassed? i smiled. how cute. 

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me and yoongi were currently sitting on his bed, eating the food we ordered from room service and watching batman vs. superman. i had a weakness for superhero shit honestly. 

"you know," yoongi said, turning and looking at me, "today's been fun." i looked at him. 

"it's only two. we still have like ten hours left." i said. he smiled.

"i know, but it's been fun," he looked back at the tv before mumbling, "especially with you."

i pretended i didn't hear, but i didn't want to. 

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short lil chapter since i didn't update last week. i've been going through a rough time currently so i'm gonna try my hardest to me active, bare with me. 

also, panic! at the disco is amazing live. 

probs short lil update on friday to make up for last week. also sadly this is almost over and i don't want that?? i gotta have a lot of reads and stuff before i end this.