while i said i was gonna make this a short story, i decided against it, so i will post the rest on here
Namjoon leaned against the gas station building, one of the stupid lollipops he always had was in his mouth. It was the only way to stop him from gritting his teeth, which he only did when he was stressed. He hated the fact that he had to pick up his job again. He was treated terrible at this job, by the customers and his boss. He wanted to quit, but he knew he couldn't. He wouldn't have anyway of getting any money to feed himself. I shouldn't have always relied on Jin so much, Namjoon thought, looking around at his surrounds. It was dark out, probably around ten at night. My God, why am I still working?
A car pulled up, shocking Namjoon. No customers hardly came to this gas station, probably because there were fancier gas stations that were nowhere compared the dirty thing he worked at. He pushed his body off of the wall, walking towards the car that was parked in front of the gas pumps. Namjoon did his job, pumping the gas for the customer, who was blaring the most terrible hip-hop music he's ever heard in his life. When he was done, he put the gas nozzle back, fixing the person's gas tank and closing the door, taking the stupid lollipop out of his mouth for a second.
The customer threw money out of the passenger window before quickly driving off, causing Namjoon to get even more irritated. He put the lollipop back in his mouth, trying so hard not to grind his teeth together. He looked at the money, annoyed. I hate this job, he thought. He was tempted to grab the money, because he needed it so badly, but he couldn't. Why are you even working this job anyways, Namjoon? It's not what Jin would want, Jin would want you happy.
Namjoon stood in front of the money, so tempted to grab it, but instead, he took the lollipop out of his mouth, for once not feeling his teeth grit together. He dropped the lollipop on the money, wishing it could burn instead. He smiled, feeling tears stream down his face.
"I'm sorry, hyung."

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