A curse called love {complete}

~chapter 2~

The door slowly opened letting light shine into the pitch black room, an exhausted wonwoo standing in the doorway to his room. He let out a soft sigh, running his fingers through his hair as he stepped inside of the room and closed the door so the room was now black.

It was very rare that any natural light got into the room, only when his mother would force him to open the blinds in his room. Other then that, the only light in his room came from the lamp next to his bed and that was only when he was writing.

"Ah hello darkness, my one true friend" wonwoo said as he dropped his bag at the foot of his bed. A dry, almost sinister, chuckle leaving his lips as he outstretched his arm, just standing in the darkness letting it embraces him.

A few moments passed before wonwoo let his arms drop back down to his side, making his way around the side of the bed to click the lamp on. The light was dull but bright enough for him to see what he was writing and see around his empty room. All that was in his room was his bed in the far right of the room, a small cabinet next to his bed with his lamp on top and finally his closet which was at the end of his bed, the rest of his room was empty.

He walked over to the closet, taking hold of the handle and opening it to pull a pair of baggy grey bottoms out and an oversized, long sleeved black top out. He slipped into those clothes, leaving the clothes he had wore to school today on the floor.

As he walked back to his bed, wonwoo tugged on the sleeves of his top so they came down over his hands to create little paws. He climbed onto his bed, crossing his legs and reaching down the bottom for his bag, rummaging through the bag in search of his diary. His fingers brushed off the hard book, quickly grasping his diary and pulling it out of his bag.

The diary was a simple black book. It was slightly battered and worn out since he carried it everywhere with him, but he didn't mind. The book had his name carved into the front as well as his friends names and different things they had written down on it when they had taken it from the boy.

Wonwoo opened the book, reaching across the the desk side cabinet and grabbing his pen, writing a new entry in his book.

Dear diary

What can I say about today? It was hell as usual...I really don't know why I haven't ended it all yet.
Dad shouted at me again this morning, telling me I was a mistake.

"Wonwoo, your never going to succeed in life, your never going to accomplish anything! Your a mistake! I never wanted you, never!"

He yelled at me the moment I walked down the stairs. I can't say I blame him, I am a mistake...all I do is let them down. I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad...

Tears welled up in the boys eyes, his head dropping slightly so his hair hid him away from any eyes watching him. Even if he was alone, he felt the kneed to do this whenever he was close to crying. It was a habit he had picked up and couldn't shake.

Wonwoo cleared his throat, rubbing at his tearful eyes so he could see the paper in front of him clearly again. "Stay strong, wonwoo" he muttered under his breath to himself, starting to right again.

Joshua sat with me for maths, it was nice to have some company for once and since he's liked by many, I didn't really get picked on. Though one kid, I think his name was vernon? I can't remember, but he's one of the popular kids, called me an emo again.

Emo...I hate that word...I hate being called it...

Joshua scolded him, telling him some quote from the bible and why he should be kind to others. The kids face was priceless, he was so shocked by joshua. Honestly, it was amusing.

For lunch I was joined by minghao and jeonghan. We chatted a little, well they chatted and I nodded my head to tell them I was listening. Though, half way through a conversation they were having about meeting up after school, I couldn't help but zone out and focus on my crush.

Kim mingyu, the boy who stole my heart. He was honestly everything I could ever want in a boyfriend~ he was tall, had dark hair which had a tint of blue running through it, dark brown eyes that I could loose myself in. He was honestly beautiful, handsome, hot and sexy mixed into one.

Wonwoo let out a soft, dreamy sigh as the imagine of the younger came to mind. He felt his heart flutter which made him smile even more then he already was. He felt like a lovesick teenage girl, but that didn't bother him. It was nice to feel something other then sadness for once.

Wonwoo decided to leave it at that, closing his diary and slipping it under his pillow before placing the pen on the side. He hit the light, climbing under the covers and snuggling down into the warm of his bed. "Ah, kim mingyu...what are you doing to me?" He chuckled lightly to himself, closing his eyes and drifting off.

Wonwoo fell asleep with a smile on his face, which hadn't happened in a long time before. Maybe, just maybe, mingyu could be the one to pull him from the darkness.

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I wrote this like 3 days ago as forgot to publish it...im stupider then I though and I think I'm pretty stupid wow.