A curse called love {complete}

End - diary

Dear diary

I haven't wrote in a while, the death of my parents distracted me to much to even think about writing stuff down.

Im pretty sure my diary is going to be read through soon, since I won't be here to protect it any longer. It's finally time that I act upon wanting to die, to swallow all the fears of killing myself and just do so already.

So, who ever finds my diary and reads it, I want you to tell my friends some things.

To my dearest friends, I want to thank you all. If it wasn't for you three I would have been so much worse. You always seem to brighten my mood or make me feel a little better, thank you. Yous were my only friends, the only ones who bothered to get to know that quiet kid at the back of the class, and I'll be forever grateful for that. You made a sad kid like myself very happy. I love you guys.

And mingyu, I'll always love you. Even though you've hurt me so much over time, I'll always forgive you. I guess this is what love does to you. It's cruel really, the fact you could hurt me over and over again and I'll always come back to you and love you. I'll always forgive you too, no matter what you do. Im just sorry I couldn't forgive you and tell you how much I loved you before I went, but hopefully you'll know.

I hope no one blames themselves for my death, since it was no ones fault. Life is just to much for someone as worthless as myself, there is nothing left for me on this earth so why would I stick around to get hurt even more?

Well, this is getting a little long and honestly, I don't want to continue this or I'll cry. So this is my last goodbye to the world, to everyone I know and love.

I love you, mingyu.

Goodbye.

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Thank you everyone who read all of this and left votes and comments, you all made my day 💚 but this is the end now, the story has finally came to a finish.