On the Mindless Side

Turning Point

ROC'S POV

On the beach I lay next to MY love! She accomplished what we wanted for so long! She gave me her virginity with no problem. I could tell I hurt her a little. Which I fell guilty about but I don't think she minds much. I know this will open new doors to our relationship . I wanted to explore all the new and exciting things we could do. I just wish I knew one thing. Why am I at the climax of my relationship and still wanting more excitement ? I wasn't sure but Chloe woke up and I just wanted to shower her with affection and love !

Chloe- thanks for the experience it was great I'm still high off you

Me- thanks for making me your first time

Chloe grabbed the keys " I'm going to get our clothes!" After she walked away I started cleaning up our stuff. Then I froze in my tracks . I didn't ! I could have been that clueless . In the heat of the moment last night I forget to put on protection! I thought I was wearing a condom so I was positive I let go in her. Oh my gosh ! I can't have kids , not when things are getting better with me and Chloe . I knew what I had to do. When Chloe came back I acted like nothing was wrong and we got dressed. I drove us home .

Me - babe go ahead in I'll be back

Chloe - where are you going

Me - to get some food to cook

I left and drove to the pharmacy . I scowered the aisles and then I found it. The Plan B pill. I couldn't grasp the idea around my mind! I was going to cook the pill into a dish for Chloe , getting rid of the baby that may or may not be there. I knew Chloe would never abort the baby and I didn't want a baby . I was being selfish but being selfish was my only opinion. I got the pill and cooked it into an omelet . Then I served it to Chloe , I made sure she ate every last bite . I realized what I did but realizing to late I might have just killed my child and my girlfriend didn't even know.

LATER THAT DAY

*KRISSY'S POV*

I woke up this morning and something just felt off. I can down stairs into the dinning room. Chloe was eating breakfast and Roc was staring at her. Chloe texted me about what happened in the beach , and I thought Roc would be grinning his butt off! But he liked sick to his stomach , he seemed to be watching Chloe eat. It was strange. But she was happy and more sociable ! Roc Royal must have been hiding something . I sure wasn't going to be the one to blow Chloe's high and accuse roc of being sneaky ! So I put it off!

Me - good morning !

Chloe - hey kris

Roc was silent . Which made me wonder ever more.

Me - tell me about yesterday !

As Chloe told me about her date day , I kind of tuned her out. I studied Roc's body language . The guilt in his eyes , slumped over shoulders , hunched over and staring at the floor then back at Chloe . I wanted to ask what was wrong but even though we were close he probably would tell me. I guess Tina felt the strange atmosphere though our twin telepathy when she came down stairs .

Tina- what's going on guys?

When Tina spoke Roc got up grabbing Chloe's hand taking her up stairs . The way he pulled her looked as if he was protecting her but from himself.....

ROC'S POV

Feeling guilty enough I didn't want to be questioned. I felt Krissy studying me even though I tried to ignore her. So when Tina came down , I knew she wasn't afraid to ask questions so I grabbed Chloe and left the room. Chloe and me reached our room and I locked the door . Then I changed into some boxers and a t- shirt . Chloe put on a pair of shorts and a tank top. We both got under the blankets and I faced the opposite way from her.

Chloe - what's wrong baby?

Me- nothing....

Chloe - I thought you would be happy . But your giving me the cold shoulder!

Me - can you leave me alone please

I noticed I had an angry tone and I knew Chloe being so vulnerable and sensitive , would take it to heart.

Chloe- so what? You got what you wanted and now your gonna ignore me ?

I was silent thinking of a reasonable reply. I guess I was thinking to long . Because Chloe yelled " get out! I want to be by myself! And apparently so do you!"

I got off without an argument and went to get on some clothes. Once I was dressed I grabbed my keys . Flashing though the door and slamming it. Guilt turned into anger towards Chloe . Then anger mixed with hurt and I wanted to hurt her and make her fell just was bad.

CHLOE'S POV (same day- after roc leaves)

Hearing the door slam I burst into tears. I felt used. The day after was expected to be romantic but he turned it into something ugly. UGLY was the word . I felt ugly ... Why would he just leave me like that? I expected him to just leave the room. He shot though my heart forcing the tears to flow out my eyes. I decided to text him.

---text convo----

Me: FUCK YOU ASSHOLE

Roc: stop texting me then hoe !

Me: I'm the hoe??? This is why I waited so long nigga !!!!

Roc : fuck off!

Me: come home now!!!!

Every message after that I sent he read but didn't reply. I so mad I wanted to hit him! So I slammed my hand on the bed side table. But in pain I decided to sleep it off .

------ couple hours later------

I woke up less angry feeling bad about the situation. So I got up to see if Roc was back. The moment my feet hit the floor, I sharp pain took me over. I yelled on the trip down . Hearing my own cries I heard Krissy yell my name. I knelt on the floor until the razor sharp pain returned weakening me Onto the floor laying there. Krissy busted through the door and questioned me about what happened. I couldn't talk or even breathe . The pain swirled reaching higher intensity . I shrieked and then Krissy got my phone dialing 911. Tears rolled down my face hitting the floor under me. My room piled in with people Ray Ray, Tina , Princeton , Prodigy , Krissy ,and the ambulance crew . I was placed on a stretcher and I blacked out in an instant haze.

ROC'S POV

I drove around for about 2 hours. I got gas into my car and then decided to drown my sorrow in liquor ! I pulled into the Night Life club tossing my keys to the vallet man . I went into the club surrounded by happy beautiful people. I envied them. But some I could be one of them. I sat in a private booth by myself . Ordering drink after drink . But I couldn't even get a buzz. When I was about to leave a girl walked up to me. A fine fitted dress covered her . Long curly hair length down to her shoulders . A sweet smile finished our first impression . Her honey like voice spoke " Hi . I'm Lynn!" I'm Roc come sit with me. We talked and with more words she spoke the more I forgot about Chloe. I grinned thinking of how she would cry if she saw me and Lynn cuddled up .

Lynn- here's my number(handing me a paper)

Me - thanks boo . So you single right

Lynn - yea !

Me - me too......

I unlocked my phone to save Lynn's number . But holding it out of Lynn's sight so she wouldn't see Chloe as my screen saver.

Lynn- I gotta go Roc it's getting late

Me - ok let me walk you out

Holding hands we walked out into a storm of paparazzi . Lynn ran to her car and drove off as I was hounded with questions . I went back into the club for protection in hope that those pictures of me and Lynn wouldn't be leaked out. But in the process of dialing my publishes number I got a call from Krissy. Her voice was in shambles and I could tell she was in tears.

---- phone call ----

Krissy : Roccc she's hurt !

Me : who ? Calm down !

Krissy:Chloe ! She collapsed and passed out!come to the hospital !!!!!!!

Me - I'm coming !