On the Mindless Side

Acting on Sorrow

PRINCETON'S POV

No one spoke after Chloe left. Anger just built inside of me. I couldn't let Roc continue hurting Chloe . She was my best friend ! I decided to help her out.

Me- roc you need to go.

Roc - where?

Me- I don't give a fuck! Your just

Not staying here!

Roc- wow ! Fuck all y'all then!

Krissy - leave then!

Tina - don't fucking came back either!

Roc left slamming the door and I went up stairs to check on Chloe .

" you okay Chloe?" I asked. " how could I be? "She answered. I helped her off the floor and onto her bed. "You are to good for him!" "Can I ask you something ?" ' of course you can chloe ". "Why do nice people fall in love with bad people ?" I looked into her eyes and saw all the pain she felt , then I answered her. " it's because they settle for the love they think they deserve." A gave her a hug , I didn't want her to hurt anymore . Once I let go of her , she stared into my eyes . I stared back at her. For a moment , just for a moment I thought she was mine. I kissed her soft lips with passion. Chloe began to kiss me back . I found myself rubbing my hands up and down her back . Chloe unbuttoned my shirt and unzipped my pants. " we don't have to do this..." I warned her . But se replied " I want to...". We undressed each other and got under the sheets.

Chloe wrapped her legs around me as I entered the promise land . She moaned and gripped the sheets. My dick was probably bigger than Roc's and she wasn't ready for it. I asked " How does that feel?" She didn't answer but she made sex faces. I kept going , doing it harder every time. Right until Chloe screamed . I got worried I was hurting her and pulled out. We both sat up, we looked at each other surprised at what we just did .

Me - I'm so sorry

Chloe- stop! Don't be sorry... I wanted to do this

Me - dont hate me....

Chloe - why would I ?

Me - I didn't wear a condom

Chloe throw her head down into get hand .

Chloe- your not going to make me take a pill too are you ?

I laughed at her comment but I could tell she wasn't joking.

Me- no! IF you are pregnant ill be responsible !

Chloe - thank you (she said hugging me)

Me- so I will set up an appointment ...

Chloe- ok

3 days later

CHLOE'S POV

It had been three days sense me and Princeton had sex , and five days sense me and Roc did.And..... three days sense Roc left . He still wasn't back. It was like him to run away but not like him to leave for so long. I worried about him but , I also worried about myself. What if I was pregnant with Princeton's baby? How would I show my face to Roc? I was forgetting that he cheated on me. I broke up with him so I was free to do what ever and who ever I wanted! Plus I hadn't had any pregnancy symptoms . I seriously don't think I'm prego . But the appointment was in an hour so I got in the shower. Then put on blue jeans , a black long sleeve shirt and black boots. Princeton knocked on my room door to see if I was ready . And then we headed to the doctors office .

(In the car)

Princeton - what are you gonna do of you are pregnant ?

Me- keep it and raise it with you.

Princeton - what about Roc?

Me- I'm done with him for good

Princeton - are you looking for something romantic.

Me- I don't know....

When we got to the doctors I wrote my name down on the patient chart. Princeton and I sat anxiously waiting to be called .

Me - do you want me to be pregnant or do you hope I'm not?

Princeton - I hope that what ever happens nothing changes between us!

Me - me too

The nurse called my name and Princeton and I got up and followed her . We got into the room and I got onto the table. The nurse then rolled up my shirt . Next she held a tube over my stomach and squeezed it expelling a cold gel . She turned on the machine and started searching . My heart was practically beating out in my chest . You could cut the tension in the room with a knife . I saw Princeton staring at the screen with a focused bold look.

Nurse - Do you see that ?

Me - that blob ?

Princeton - is that ..... ?

Nurse - yes sir ! That's your baby !

My mind bobbled . I WAS pregnant ! I was almost 100% sure it was Princeton's until the nurse said , " it seems to be about 3 to 5 days old ."

I had had sex with Princeton and Roc within that time period. But the abortion pill had to work right? Although the doctor pumped it out of my stomach , it had hours to work. I refused to think it was Roc's baby . He didn't even deserve it to be his.

Princeton - are you okay ?

Me - I'm fine , I'm just taking it all in.

Nurse - ok we're done for today . Come back next month for a follow up!

Me - alrighty

After the appointment I had decisions to make.

Should I go to the boys next tour ? Yes

Do I have to tell Roc about this? Yes :(

Should I be with Princeton? Idk

Should I take Roc back ? NEVER

Thinking about him killed me . Why doesn't he back ? Maybe it was because of me? I didn't understand why I cared still . I guess I'm still in love with him. He was the piece of me I wish I didn't need . I stilled cried but I don't know why... If our love was a tragedy why was he my remedy? If our love was insanity why was he my clarity? I miss him....