You're the one [Shoey Dawceffa]

10

(Shane’s pov)

I really don’t want Lisa to take it so hard. It’s not her fault at all. I was about 2 minutes away from our apartment and I was getting really nervous.

Joey: Are you okay?

Shane: No.

Joey: You don’t have to today.

Shane: No, I do. I don’t want to lead her on.

Joey: Okay.

I pulled into my parking spot and just say there for a while. Come one Shane, you have to do this.

Shane: I’ll be right back.

What am I going to say to her? Do I just say that we should break up or tell her it’s not working? I don’t know. I’m a terrible boyfriend. I unlocked the door and saw Lisa playing with Corny.

Lisa: Hey Shane! Corny look, daddy’s home!

Great. That just made it so much harder.

Shane: Hi Lisa!

Lisa: How was your day?

Shane: We need to talk.

Lisa: Okay? About what?

Shane: Lisa, I… shit.

Lisa: What honey?

Shane: I think we need to break up. I love you, but I’m sorry. You can live here and I’ll move out. And you can keep Corny. I’m sorry, I’m just, a terrible person.

I got up to pack my things; I couldn’t look at Lisa if she was crying. It’d make it a thousand times harder. I got boxes that were beside the dryer and started packing my stuff. It only took two boxes to pack everything besides my camera stuff. I made my way to my car and Joey was still waiting. When he saw me he got out and asked me what happened.

Shane: I feel terrible.

I couldn’t help but start to cry.

Joey: Shane, please don’t cry.

He took the box and quickly put it in the trunk. He came back and hugged me, trying to comfort me. I stopped once I realized how I was acting.

Shane: There’s still another box and my camera stuff, I’ll be right out.

I went back inside to get the last box and I heard Lisa crying in the bathroom.

Shane: I’m sorry Lisa. Please realize you’re the best girlfriend anyone can ask for.

Lisa: Shane? Why?

Shane: Because Lisa, you deserve so much better than me. I’m keeping you from doing everything you want to do. You’ll find the one person who was made for you and you’ll move on and have a beautiful family.

Lisa: But you are the one for me!

She opened the door and came out.

Shane: No, we weren’t made for each other. But I’ll always love you.

I couldn’t stay after that. I grabbed the box and set it outside. I quickly walked back in the get my lights and laptop. I gave Lisa my key to now her apartment and made my way to my car.

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AN: I love Lisa and Shane together and it killed me to write this chapter.

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