I fell in love with him

Chapter 4

As soon as she heard that those words she knew exactly who it was. "Austin?" There was no reply just a lot of touching.

"Please stop no" she tries to bring her self around to stand up but her head is spinning to much. Pushing her arms out to stop him "No, no" she just kept repeating it. "It's okay, just shhhh"

Is this really the way she was going to lose her virginity? She tried to push him away but he kept forcing himself closer and closer.

Suddenly she passed out..

An hour later..

"Ouuuuchhhhhhh" Ally's head felt a lot better. But the rest of her wasnt. She felt movement on the bed. She sat up slowly in pain  and realised someone was just getting them selves dressed.

It was took dark she couldn't tell, then all of a sudden it hit her. Austin. "What did you do to me" she looked down and there was blood everywhere.

Touching her stomach she began to cry, "I told you to wait and see" she grabs the quilt and pulls it up to her face. "Why me" she begins to sob. Then she remembered Louise.

Austin wobbled out leaving the door open. 'What will I say? She'll think I'm lying' she couldn't believed this had really happened.

She grabbed the nearest bottoms and pulled them on. Without any words she ran out the room past everyone who was drunk.

"Ally where you going" Louise said. She looked a bit sad but Ally knew exactly what it was. "I'm going home!" She shouted and went to walk away but Louise noticed she was crying.

"What's wrong" Louise said. "Leave me alone I should of never of come here, I was so stupid to think I could be around all of you people in this atmosphere. Here's your stupid skirt!" she threw the skirt full of blood to Louise and walked out the door.

Walking home she can hear the sound of music fade. It was cold but she couldn't feel it. Not with everything on her mind, not with the pain down below. All that kept running through her mind was what happened, who it was and how he could really do that.

What was going to happen in school? What would she say to Louise? Luckily they had 6 weeks off, it was end of the term, before they had to go back to school.

She opened the door and everyone was asleep, rushing towards the kitchen she grabs a wet towel and continues to wash her hands of the blood. Someone would think she committed murder with that amount of blood. Mascara running down her eyes, she scrubs, so much so her hands began to bleed.

Walking up the stairs, shaking and feeling nauseous if the thought she decides to take a long boiling hot shower to wash the dirt, pain and sadness away.

'Why me; why me?' That's all she could keep asking herself. Wiping the wet towel over her face she begins to cry. Noone would know because she was in the shower, but the pain in the noises would show it.

"I'm not going anywhere this holiday, I'm staying in. I cant do this" she said to herself as she lay down on her bed, eyes puffy and red. Thinking of what the rest of the time will hold.