Alive {Zeref x Reader} AU - DISCONTINUED MAYBE -

C h a p t e r 3

- Y / n ' s P O V -

I can't believe it, my dreams came true. mom, I'm going to complete your dream. "Y/n pack your things you're with us" Erza said. I nodded, I turn to Zeref. "you made it" he said.

- T i m e S k i p -

- A t G a l a x y F a i r i e s ' D o r m -

Everything was messy, "wow" I said, looking at the mess. "it was clean in the morning but you know the audition we have to get ready leaving the dorm a mess" Erza said. "also here is your bed" Erza pointed a bed that was neat than the other bed.

"where's Mirajane and Lucy?" I asked. "picking up some food" Erza says, as she open her note writing some lyrics. "can I see?" I asked Erza for permission to look at her music notebook. she nodded handed me her notebook.

I did something bad

Don't look at me with those shocked eyes

Should I just confess everything now?

Guess why I didn't pick up your call last night

Honestly, this isn't enough

For the bad things you did to me, oh~

This moment is so sweet

Seeing your bewildered face

Who is worse, you or me?

It's a good thing I caught you

"I'm a bit stuck" Erza says trying to think another lyric to fit. "how about this:

Who's in more pain, you or me?

Don't live like that

This us too good to see alone

Seeing you break down

- C o n c e r t -

Y/n -

(So) don't you wanna kill me?

Mirajane -

This is the beginning there's still a long way to go

You need to learn a little bit more

Erza -

Why are you doing this to me?

Is that really something you deserve to say?

Shall I get it all out of you now?

The names of everyone you made cry?

Y/n -

The girl who you thought was easy

The girl who was nice-looking

I'm different now, I haven't even done

Half of half of what I prepared for your trial

Lucy -

One, two, three, four, come here

Hurry and come here before I counted to ten

Mirajane -

Don't beg me just yet

Why, you don't need to start crying already

Lucy -

Who is worse, you or me?

It's a good thing I caught you

Who's in more pain, you or me?

Don't live like that

Erza - 

This us too good to see alone

Seeing you break down

Y/n -

(So) don't you wanna kill me?

Mirajane -

This is the beginning there's still a long way to go

You need to learn a little bit more

Erza -

Hey, I'll let you go now

Run far away with all the strength you have

Lucy -

Hey, it's over now

I'll forever remember your misery

(I'll forever remember)

Y/n -

Run, run away till you run out of breath

Everything is the prince of what you did to me

Look at yourself, you feel like going crazy, right?

With tears and snot, you look awful

Compared to the humiliation you gave me

This doesn't even come half as close

So stop crying like a child

Erza -

Do you think this is the end?

Don't be so sure

You might catch my eye again

Don't ever catch it again

Mirajane -

Change your name

So, I can't see or hear you

Y/n -

(So) don't you wanna-

- Y / n ' s P O V -

not again, my throat started to burn, cheering of fans soon to fade into mumbles. I look at the audience, my vision is disappearing, Mavis screaming and Zeref holding onto her not letting her jump on stage. I felled down on stage.

my first performance wasn't great as I thought it would be. I felt someone started shake me, I look around all I see darkness, running. finding someone to help me. "HELP ME!!!" I screamed. "help me..." I mumbled, laying my head on my knees, wrapping my arms around my legs and shaking. tears felled down the ground. "help me..." "Y/n, my dear..." I looked up. "mama..." I said. my mother smile at me.

"your time isn't up not yet sweetie, you need to stay strong" she says, later her figure started to glow, disappearing slowly. 

lights shown in the dark place. "doctor she's awake" a female voice said. I blink over and over again. "where am I?" "the hospital" the nurse said, as she brought medicine. handing the pill to me and a glass of water. I swallow the pill and drink the water. 

"everyone was worrying about you, you know" she says and she sit down next you. "even though it was your first performance, you have many fans cared about you". she got up, and walk to the door, before she left she whisper something I wasn't able to hear.

T o B e C o n t i n u e d . . .