Rejected Because Of My Race

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wooow, she broke the bond i see, now that is very interesting< how could she do that?

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FREEDAS

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In my whole life ive never felt so alone, i wasnt scared, i was just confused? i felt a faint pain against my heart, nothing to worry about. Walking along the park like a lost puppy, the laughter of children, the chatter of the elders, the bright smile that illuminated around the pack park. The funniest thing is not only has it been nearly two months from my mothers death, but it has also been a long and peacful two months with no disturbence. I didnt go to school now, i had my wolf teach me, yes my wolf is extra ordinary, i also found out that i had no bond or conections with Craig whatsoever , i would still be able to feel some of his emotions unless we both mate with other people of course. Most people in this circumstances would be broken, hurt and lonely, but in contrary i dont feel any of that, infact i feel like a whole knew person.

I kept walking around the pack park for a while until i found a spot to sit down and read, i've been rejected and i'm now sitting down reading a rejection book myself. i wish i could be all those girls that get rejected, runaway, come back and be all sassy, fiesty and unstopable, but this is reality theres no running away from the truth, you must face it. Looking up from my book i could see the pack was gathered around to play a game of football, they where choosing who they wanted to be on each otheres team, its always the same, boys against girls or sporty and non sporty, i would ether observe from my window or just sit here with my mother and talk, again my mother, my hero and most of all my best friend, the thought of her face, her smile brought tears in my eyes, her laughter and her voice was the best part, the kindest person i've known all my life.

"You need to distract yourself" my wolf pleaded me in a motherly voice, i smiled at her tone, right now she's the only thing keeping me alive, without her i would be lost, almost as dead as my mother.

"its okay, i'm fine just thinking" with that i shut her of and let my body take me away. Closing my eyes i let my soul wonder out of the pack territory and into a different town and place, i could see my soul wonder, right now i was at a fair and i went on a rollercoster, i loved rollercosters so much, i was smiling throught the whole ride, i was sitting on a spair seat,  it wasnt taken, it was alone just like me. Once the ride was over i took the time to wonder around watch and listen into peoples convosations, but there was one which caused my wolf to purr in pleasure. There on a bench sat a froup of boys they all held so much power, one held a very strong and deafeting one............a prince, i made my way towards him, but slowly, i came to a point where i could pick out every word they where saying, so i sat down on the ground admiring the beautiful prince before me whilst listening into thier convosation.

" So Frank, have you not found your mate yet?" asked one boy which i pressumed was his friend, but the word mate go my heart racing, i could hear the thud in my ears, what was he going to respond by? did he have a mate?

"No man, i'm still looking" he sighed in anger, i blew a breath of relief, looking back at him i saw his lips curve into a smile then our eyes met, i looked at his red and golden eyes, he was indeed beautiful, the most beautiful man i've ever seen in my life, he then opened his mouth to say something, i already knew i loved the way his lips curved before he said anything.

"Chad, it feels like she's here, right hear and right now" he then smiled a wonderful and beautiful smile, i couldnt help but smile back

"its time to go back" my wolf whispered quietly, i didnt want to leave, but if i didnt leave, my human would suddenly apear, standing right in front of him.

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Craig

I've been lost for nearly a month, i havent felt like myself for three and a half weeks, after the break of our mate conection my wolf had to be recreated, of course no one knew what was going on. I just watched the days fly by, sometimes some of the days i would be in pain for seven hours no end, until i slept with someone, anyone.I wish that wasnt the only way to stop the pain, but unfortuanatly it was, it was the only way i could stop myself and my wolf from going obsoloutly insane. As you can tell i havent fully recovered from the break, my wolf and i have been taking things to hard, i've been trying to distract myself in training, sometimes it hurt me to watch Freedas in such quiet and composed reading silently, she's fially stopped wearing baggy clothes, when we first saw her come down with jeans and a fitting shirt that fit her small body, it bought all the girls in our ack to shame, but i was exspecting her to be all cocky to have a reason of rejecting her, but i waited three weeks and it never came. 

"Craig honey i was talking to you" i heard my mother soft and musical voice in my head, i instantly turned my head to look at my mother, who has been by my side for three weeks on end, she doesnt really know wht the problem is but she's still with me in every step of the way, sometimes i wait for her to shout at me saying she gives up playing nice, and that she wants to know whats bugging me, i also wited three weeks for that, but it also never came.

"Sorry mum, i just spaced out" i smiled apologetically.

"its alright sweety" there was an awkward silence "why dont you go play football with the others?" she asked encouragingly, the look on her face was walming my heart and i couldnt refuse, so i made my way silently towards the others, i also noticed Freedas reading in her quiet spce, she looked so peacful and calm, i felt angry, angry at the fact that she just gave up on me, on us. i averted my eyes and made my way to the others.

"Hey Craig, nice to see you joining us" he smiled cheekily at me, i couldnt help but nudging him, god i missed my best friend and the future beta.

"The game is on suckers, prepare to loose" shouted Bridget, Bridget is one of those tomboys she's also an amazing worrior, she had the stregth of a fully grown man, not just any man, but a male wolf.

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Freedas

I have a mate?! and hes not here? He's a prince? Not just any prince, but prince Frank?!

"Whoa there slow down with he questions" my wolf joked, but she could tell by my face that i wasnt laughing around, i was serious. 

"WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME?!" i screamed through our link, she just shrugged. "i didnt think you where ready for that yet" she said in a cool tone and then she shut me off, she shut me off! She couldnt do that! 

"yes i can you do it all the time to me, so why cant i do it to you?" she asked in a mocking voice

"Just because ugrrrrr"

"Hahahah Karmra's a bitch ;)" i felt like whipping that smirk of her face

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So i was thinking the last to chapters i did are the real begining of the story, so please read and enjoy, i put my other stories on hold because i've got very important things coming up and i also like this story very much and im planning on finishing it someday.