Rejected Because Of My Race

Opened wounds

Omigod sorry for that rocky year am gunna try to get stuck in again.

Craig (pov)

"She's what?" I looked at her. I couldn't think I couldn't breath, it was as if someone was squeezing my heart and making sure it bled. As if someone was making sure I was suffocating. The world around me began to fade, my eyes were only focused on one person. Her

"I'm sorry, but she's not normal.... She's not like us she's..." she kept stuttering. Oh for his sakes woman just say it!!!

"She's what mum??? She's WHAT??!" I screamed at her, I'm pretty certain my face was flushed with anger. My ones dry lips soon became moist.

"Calm down. If only you didn't reject her then maybe, just maybe things would be different, the world would be different, our world would be different." What the hell is she talking about.

"Can't you just get to the point?" She looked at me, then looked at the door. Then back at me again

"She's a spirit" I looked at her, really closely.

"Hahahahahahahahaha"

"What's sooo funny, I don't see how that's funny."

"A spirit, ya like what is she god. Mother dearest I'm many things and one of them is not stupid" pausing j look towards her, her hands on her chest, her breathing rough, her eyes glossy. Looking like she's just suddenly aged bye 10 years.

"I would get that smirk of your face, you have caused us nothing but trouble.... Look at us now, look at our family now. Our pack! We are a disgrace and embarrassment. The Alpha is no longer respected, the son rejected his mate! Why are you like this?!. I didn't bring you up like this, i brought you up with love and care Craig! Why did you have to reject her....???"

I didn't want to listen to her, I didn't want to listen to what she had to say, I didn't want to listen to her disappointment. I didn't want to here her words, her words with nothing but question on top of question. She didn't know me... She never took the time to tell me anything or give me a basic view on life. And now here she is telling me all the wrongs I've done.

"We have all made mistakes, you've made mistakes, your not the perfect wife or the perfect mother. When was the last time you sat me down and spoke to me properly without having secrets?" She looked at distant.

"There was nothing to say to you" nothing to say, nothing to say!

"Nothing to say? You never told me what I would be missing if I hadn't had rejected my mate. Or the live you share with your mate, with dad!" She opened her mouth as if to say something.... Than closed it.

"I'm sorry Craig, I'm sorry I kept things from you but it's to keep you safe, to protect you." She was coming closer to me with her arms out wide. That's what I needed a good hug, a comforting hug.

"Don't worry mum I'll fix this, I'll get the respect back that we had, I 'll explain to the pack, I'll talk to Connor and the others I-"

"My boy, my beautiful little boy" she whispered in my hair as she kissed me slowly on my head. "My little boy"

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Freedas

Pain up my spine, pain in my thighs, pain in my head and pain in my eyes. Scars in my wrists, blitz in my eyes. Moving my head from side to side, I was met with walls, walls that didn't have a story but spent most of their time starring.

"What you looking at?" I asked the roof. Why do you keep looking at me? I am a lost soul. they have taken me. I have lost the will to live, the will to think and to move.

Why me?

Why not them?

The pain of mine.... Lies deep within my body. I feel dirt aches from myself. I watch my own life flash before my eyes.

"Hello?? Get these things away from me!! Get this pain outta me. I'm a free soul! I am dying alone in cold hatred pain. I am a fighter looking for where to lay my rest and here I am, seeking for a willing soul to take me in!" I talk to the blanc walls.

shut up! You are doing us no favours, wait, just wait. Something will happen soon, you will be saved.

Cold corps lay beside me, withered bones lay inside me.

I'm a body with no will. Rejection is a curse, rejection is a pain, a pain. No one can cure. You will learn to overcome but you will never learn to forgive.

"haven't you had enough?! Is my soul your last experiment?! You've killed my mother, you've treated me like dirt at the bottom of your shoe. If this was a ferry tale i would be saved and out of here, but it's not ITS A NIGHTMARE!!! Let me go you demons, you killers, you beasts! Eating me away with your eyes, your words, you heart!" I'm shaking uncontrollably, I look around me for someone but no one, I stay alone in the dark with no one, but chains and broken corps.

"Hold on........" Is the last I hear.

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I'm back @Emmanuelle, hope you enjoyed that. Sorry if there were a lite too many emotions. But please vote!

With love mwah xo