Forgiveness?

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  • Dedicated to Christelle Yembe
                                    

I like totally know there are loads of speeling mistakes, well i can explain 1) My sister published them without my word,  2) I was writting on my phone and 3) i was in a bit of a rush, but no worries i'll try my hardest to spell things CORRECTLY!

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LORINE (Craigs mum)

How can i convince him that the girl is no threat?! infact she's the complete opposite! I know the prophecy says "The girl who will be born of a certian pack would be different, a different race, her eyes would look cursed and everyone would treat her like an outcast, her beauty would be extrodinary, but the blind shalt not see what beauty she is, her faith will be relied upon two men, she'll be ones rejection and ones perfection, but be warned the little girl can only feed on  love" If Craig is stupid enough to reject her then we are all finished! Freedas isnt actually Maggies daughter, Maggie just believed she was. If only Craig can open his eyes and see whats behind her choice of clothing *sigh* she has changed her choice of clothing, i must say she is indeed beautiful but no one sees-

"Lorine are you still thinking about that, about her?" i looked over at my mate, my husband, Craigs dad, the man who knows me more than fish knowing water, he was wearing a frown on his face, a frown of worry it broke my heart to see him this worried.

"No i'm fine, just thinking" that was my weak response, even after twenty years of marrige and loads of break ups and make ups, my little Mikey still has an effect on me.

"Dont lie to me, i know something is up." I looked over at him, i didnt know what to say, i felt like my world was falling apart, i felt like i had to choose between my mate and .....faith.

"Oh Mike" running over to where he stood, wrapping my arms around his waist, i laid my headagainst his chest and cried.

"Whats wrong Lorine? why are you crying?" i couldnt come out and say anything, i was just so confused i needed Mike but at the same time i had to protect the prophecy.

"i love you" i whispred in his ear.

"i love you too"

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FREEDAS

I swear to god i was not spying, but the sight in front of me was so warming, i looked at the Alpha and his Luna in awe. I've always wanted someone to love me, take care of me, just the way the Alpha does to Lorine. I know its weird me calling the Alpha female by her first name, Lorine is actually my gaurdien, no one knows but Lorine and i. She is a lovely woman. When i first found out she was my gaurdien i was expecting her to protect me no matter what, to stop the bullying, she actually did notice how hurt i was everyday before my mothers death, but yet she never stopped it. At first i was more than angry, i was fuming, but she explained her reasons to me and i would have done the exact same.

"Spying on my parents are you" i knew who it was, i didnt bother turning around from the view i was busy captured in.

"No i'm just admiring" i replied in a bored sort of tone.

"So we are no longer mates?" this time i did turn to see him with his hands in his pockets, his eyes held a lot of pain, his hair was still the same attractive mess on hs head, my eyes moved down to his lips they still looked kissable, i couldnt help but notice how his face has changed over the past years, he didnt have those chubby cheeks anymore they where more, manly like should we just say.

"No we're not mates anymore" His eyes started to water, i was suddenly hit with confusion "why are you crying?" with that question asked he whipped his tears away.

"just the flew" i looked at him and i couldnt help laughing a little "why you laughing?" his face looked adorable confused.

"I-its the fact that its in th middle of summer and you've got the 'flew'"i said smiling at him. Walking a few feet next to where he was, i hesitated on my last step which lead me to be and inch away from him."i promise you, you'll find the mate you diserve" i reached for his arm and stroked it a little, before slowly pulling it away. 

"In my eyes you will always be the mate i diserve" he grabbed my arm gently, there was no sparks or electicity, but there was something there. "I'm sorry" he whispered then broke down, i pulled him close towards me as he cried.

"What should we do?" i asked my wolf, she sighed in my head then she smiled.

"We do nothing" she said, i looked at my ex lover, my ex best friend growing up.

"i'm so sorry, please give me another chance, i'll show you i-" 

"i cant give yo another chance, but what you can do is be who you really are" that caused him to look up and smile at me.

"Remeber when we where both younger and i said i loved you and wanted you to be my mate" i looked at him and a huge grin grew up on my face.

"Yes i remember that" we looked into each others eyes and smiled.

"Do you wanna go down town, to hang for a bit?" i was shocked taken aback even, never in my whole life have i ever thought he'd ask me to go out to 'hang', i so badly wanted to say yes, but i also so badly wanted to see my mate again.

"Look i would love to 'hang' with you but i have really important things to do" i gave him an apologetic smile, his face instantly dropped. "We can do it later if you like?" that made him smile.

"yeah we could" 

"Well see you later" i gave him a quick hug, it was slightly awkward because it was unexpected, then i walked away with a smile on my face.

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Craig

That was nice, the feel of her in my arms was amazing, the hug was amazing but unexpected, i watched her small figure walk away. My best friend, that hug baught back good and bad memories, it reminded me of all the pain and discomfort i bought her. I i didnt realise i was crying until she wrapped her small tender arms around me, i've never felt so safe in my whole life. she is my beauty queen of only eighteen. the thought made me smile. 

"God we havent smiled that much" i said to my wolf, who was now fully hilled at the sight of his beautiful ex mate.

"i want her back" my wolf hurt and i coulnt do anything about it, he sounded so broken, it crushed my heart.

"why are you standing out here looking dazed son?" i turned around to come face to face with my old man, he looks quite good for a man his age, twenty years of being Alpha payed of good.

"oh nothing just looking round" he looked like he didnt believe me but he didnt push it any further.

"i wanted to ask you something son" he said a bit hesitently

"yeah sure paps wad up?" i looked at him to wait for him to reply, he didnt say anything for a while he just looked at me then looked down, he kept doing that for for quite a while.

"Are you mates with Freedas?" now that took me by surprise, i didnt know how to reply, i was confused, what should i say? yes but then i rejected her and its now all my fault the bond is broken.

"No" it hurt my wolf and i saying that, i felt my eyes begin to water, but i had to hold it.

"You rejected her didnt you?" i looked up and me his eyes, that word 'rejected' hit me like a brick wall.

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I'm not gonna check my spelling until i've at least got very far with the book but thank you all those who are reading.

:))) Emmanuel

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