Red Vs Blue X Reader

locus x reader

Contains thoughts of suicide and cheating
You was currently sat on the bed you shared with locus, you was thinking about the relationship you had with the mercenary, he was sneaking out when you was "sleeping" every Saturday at 12:30 pm sharp. Was he cheating on you. No he can't be he's to loyal. You looked over to your bedside table, there sat on top of a book was a set of sleeping pills, you sighed. You couldn't deal with this stress, you sat up and reached for the pills, opening the safety cap and grabbing a hand full.....it would be quick...right? You walked over to the bedroom door and locked it tossing the key to the side of the room sitting back onto the bed.

Locus POV
I was currently coming home from a bad day at work, I just wanted to see my girlfriend smile...but she's not been smiling for a month... It it because I was leaving the house every week end to sort some work out, did she find out? She couldn't of... I stepped out of the car looking down the pave ment walking down to the front door.

Your pov
You couldn't do it, you started to let tears roll down your cheek, you got the hand full of pills and threw them at the wall. You heard the front door open and a "(y/n) I'm home" he said you began to cry

Locus POV
I walked into our house, it was surprisingly quiet "(y/n) you in here?" I began to be as quiet as I could and could hear small whimpers coming from upstairs. I ran upstairs and listens it was coming from me and (y/n) room, I tried to open the door and it was locked I smacked on the door "(y/n) open up!" I screamed putting my ear on the table a small no came from the door. I tried to kick the door on its weak part just below the door handle, the door slammed open to reveal a small figure sat on the bed head in hands, silently whimpering, I looked around the room and saw pills all over the place. I walked over to her and hugged her. "Shh (y/n) tell me what happened" I put my head onto her head and kissed her forehead "you" she said I was shocked "what?"
"Are you happy with me, do you even love me?" She said crying even louder " (y/n), I would give up everything for you, I love you so much " she hugged into me, tears still rolling down her soft cheeks, I wiped her tears with my thumb
"I love you"
"I love you to"