How could he? How could he cheat on me? It's been a whole year we are dating and he ends up cheating and breaking my heart. Tearing it to such an extent where I can't even breathe. I saw and felt the change in him. But never did I even think about in my wildest dreams that he would do such a thing. My only love Namjoon.
So many dreams did we dream about. The dream of us getting married... having lots of children... growing old together. Now everything shattered and fallen. Breaking into tiny pieces just like my heart. I surely loved him a lot but it didn't seem like he did to me.
---I look at myself in the mirror. I look slutty af. That's what I intended to look in the first place. I'm satisfied but I don't know why am I doing this. I think I'm going crazy.
A tear slips down and I wipe it off.
This is out of anger or pain or revenge.
I don't really know but I want to do it. I get out of the bathroom where I see Jimin laying on the bed drinking his glass of wine.
He calls me towards him with his finger and makes me sit on his lap. I'm just wearing the red lingerie he just gifted me.
He kissed on my lips hungrily. I know how much he wanted me since the day he knew about me and Namjoon. He grabs me and throws my on the bed hovering over me. His lips tasted of wine and mint as I sucked on his tongue. His soft lips make their way down on my neck sucking softly. He desperately tries to find my sweet spot.
Unlike Namjoon who knows my body better than anyone, even better than me. Finally he finds it and sucks harshly. He creates hickies all over my neck and chest.
"I can't believe I'm doing this with you..." his voice is muffled as his mouth is unable to separate them from my body.
He opened the knot that tied his robe. He is naked and not to forget sexy. I touched his chocolate abs. They were hard but smooth. He moaned at my touch and jumped over me.
"I'm going to fuck you so hard now" he growled.
His hands massage my curves and finally crawl upwards trying to unhook my bra.
At that time I felt disgusted. I felt so gross and bad at myself. How could I do such a thing? I know Namjoon has done bad but that doesn't mean I do the same. I can't do this anymore. I cannot let this happen. Even though Namjoon doesn't love me I do. I still do. And God knows how long will I still be doing.
"Jimin stop.." I say but he doesn't.
"I said stop!" I yell at him but instead he pulls bra out. I push him forcefully and cover myself up.
"What the fuck!" He yells.
"I'm sorry..." I say and turn to cover myself. I feel so embarrassed.
"Y/N... it's.. it's fine. I understand..." He got up and left the room. I fell on the bed again and my eyes were filled with tears. I felt like I couldn't live anymore. Everyone in this world is so cruel. Maybe this world isn't made for me...
Maybe..
Next morning I woke up and left the room. My phone was dead and I had to reach office. I don't know whether Namjoon bothered to call me or text me at least, to know where am I or what.
I took the cab and headed straight to the office. As soon as I sat somebody barges into my office door. He removed his mask and yelled right at my face.
"Where the fuck were you?!" Namjoon's voice sound so deep and sent me chills.
"Let's not create a scene here" I say sternly hiding my emotions.
"Y/N..."
"No Namjoon.. I can't leave there is a lot of work and I..."
"If you don't leave the office in 10 mins, we are through" he stares into my eyes. I stood there like a statue. He left the room banging the door.
I couldn't believe this man. Did this relationship meant nothing at all to him? It was just a game. He just said it as if I am his servant and not his girlfriend. I am sorry Namjoon, this time you won't be able to dominate over me.
'I give up on you. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't change you... We keep falling apart' I said to myself as a tear rolled down. The 10 mins were up, so was my relationship with Namjoon.
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AN:
Kinda in my feelings. Sorry...
Welllll anyways...
Sooo this is going to be a three part 'mini' story. So here is part one.

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