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Namjoon pt2

Namjoon- Smut

let her go ...Pt 2

It has been a week since the time last I saw Namjoon's face. It was really over between us. I was staying at my friend's place. She was a good friend of mine. I have been bitterly crying all these nights and I look like a ghost but I don't care actually. When the love of your life cheats you, you almost feel dead. Yes I was dead inside, only the body of me was alive.

Breathing for the sake of breathing.

Surviving for the sake of surviving.

But I had to go back to get all my stuff back from that house. And also talk to him for the one last time.

I still remember the first time I saw Namjoon in my school. He was so handsome and smart. Just so brilliant in every thing he does. I used to stalk him all the time. And he doesn't know that yet because he hadn't even noticed me.

Then in college, I changed myself for him and finally caught his attention. He became even more popular by becoming the leader of BTS. I think I was always in love with him. From the day I saw him, he was always on my mind. And slowly he captured my heart. His dimples, his voice, his smile, his way of talking, his smartness, his rapping, his sexy everything Sexy mind and your sexy body * fangirlingtoo much. sorrynotreally lol*

The way he kisses, hugs, loves me... It all completes me. But now, everything is broken. Lost forever.

I got down from the cab and walked in his house. It looked so empty and dead. I tried calling Taehyung, he was closest to me from BTS. But he didn't answer. The house looked miserable as if a storm had struck in. I could see bottles everywhere around the house. I walked slowly in and the foul odor of alcohol hit my nose. I couldn't find Namjoon. So I started packing all my things. He has started drinking so much.

Was he as miserable as I was?...

Just as I was getting out of the house with my bag, someone entered the house. Actually not one but two people. I saw Taehyung and Namjoon entering the house. Namjoon had passed out and Taehyung was helping him. When he saw me, he widened his eyes. "Tae..." He placed his finger on his lips silencing me.

"Y/N you.."

"I came.. to get my things" I said softly.

My eyes almost had tears. "Y/N.. what's wrong with you?"

Taehyung came closer to me and I finally broke down. I leaned on the wall crying bitterly. I was about to fall but he grabbed me.

He hugged me and that's what I needed. "Shhh Y/N. Please stop crying.. I know the truth..." He patted my head softly.

"It hurts so bad-d Tae... why did he do such a thing.. to me.." I sobbed miserably hugging him tighter.

"What are you doing here?" Suddenly I heard his voice. I lifted my head only to see Namjoon. It had been so long since I saw his beautiful face. But now he looked so pale and sick. He barged towards us.

"You bitch! I fucking hate you!" He yelled at me. I just kept staring at his face blankly. Taehyung was being the wall between me and Namjoon. He was trying to control him. I was shocked seeing him like this. He was broken the way I was...

"Tae, leave us alone." I said calmly.

"No Y/N he is drunk right now-"

"Please Taehyung. I want to speak to him!" I said louder. Taehyung left Namjoon only for him to fall on the floor. He slammed the door and I turned towards Namjoon. He was too drunk to even stand on his own. I went to help him up but instead he slapped my hand away.

"You are such a slut. First Jimin and now Taehyung huh!" I closed my eyes tightly ignoring his comment.

"You fucked Jimin! You dirty woman.." he cursed me.

"I did not! I didn't sleep with Jimin. If you loved me then you wouldn't have fucked HER!"

Before I could realize, he slammed me on the wall. I screamed in shock and I could feel my back break. My tears tickled down and I bit my lip controlling the pain. I felt his breath on my face. I turned my face and his nose rubbed on my cheek.

"I hate you Namjoon... fpr what you did... I hate you.." I murmured sobbing now.

"I hate you too..." he turned my face to him. "But... I want to make love... to you" he said and smashed his lips on mine.

"Stop!.." I yelled but it was muffled in the kiss. He kissed me hard holding my hands above my head. His body was pressed against mine, grinding hard on my hips.

I Know he isn't in his senses and the fact that he won't remember a single thing when he wakes up tomorrow morning make me wonder if i should give in

Finally gave up feeling tired. I kissed him back softly, calming him down. His hands started slipping down my arms feeling my body. I couldn't help myself but hug his neck tighter. He caught hold of my neck so that I could kiss him better since he is so much taller than me. He licked my lower lip while caressing my cheeks and cooling my hot body. He knew my body better than me. I could feel him getting hard against me. I felt my tears fall. Gosh I missed him too much!

He left my lips and looked at me but I had my eyes closed. "Y/N..." he cooed in my ears. I opened my eyes and he smiled. His smile was so beautiful and angelic. "I missed you so much..." he wiped my tears lovingly and connected our lips back once again.

I felt his lips on my neck and his hands getting in my shirt. "Ahh..." I moaned softly and he touched my stomach. I felt goosebumps all over my body and I wanted to feel him all over me immediately.

I pulled his t-shirt above his head wanting to feel him more. He came up to bit my lower lip. I moaned his name quietly. "Jump baby..." his deep voice made me feel so wet. I did and he carried me climbing the stairs our bedroom.

He threw me on the bed and walked towards me.

But them it didn't feel right somehow. I started backing away in fear. All this is not right. This is just the sexual tension building up. And nothing more.

He pulled me by my leg and hovered over me. "Where are you running baby?.." he looked into my eyes as, they were undressing me already.

"This is not right... I'm sorry.." I quietly said trying to move away. But his grip on my arms became tighter.

"Then what is right huh? You sleeping with Jimin?!" He yelled and tore my shirt. I screamed in shock.

He sucked on my collarbones leaving hickies all over. I started to feel the pleasure again. "Ahh..hmm" I moaned. His hands moved down removing my pants.

Finally I was naked with him staring at me. "Don't .." he growled when I tried to cover myself.

He kissed me softly yet passionately this time. His hands massaging my breasts. "Namjoon..ah" His skillful tongue sucked and bit my buds making them hard.

"Did Jimin make you feel like this?" He asked as his hot breath hit my chest. I was high on pleasure to respond him.

"Tell me!" He groaned loudly and bit my nipple again.

"No! No Namjoon.."

But we didnt do anything. I thought in my head

"Good.." he went lower exploring my body. "I'll make you feel so good that you won't ever want anybody else other than me."

He flipped me over. "Stick your ass in the air" he said and slapped it.

"Ugghh..." I dugged my face in the pillow. He groped my ass cheeks then spanked them again. I couldn't feel anything for sometime.

"Nam- oh g!" I moaned as I felt his tongue on my womanhood. His slick tongue licked and sucked my folds.

"Ahhh!!" My moans were drowning in the pillow and I could feel tears in my eyes. Then he licked my clit adding two fingers inside. He pumped it hard and fast making me shiver and scream. "Ugghh! I-I'm..." before I could climax he pulled his fingers out. I could feel him grin as he licked his fingers.

"Delicious baby. Now Get ready!" He removed his pant and boxers together and entered me giving no time to adjust. "Your so tight..Fuck!" He moaned and pumped hard inside me. I balled my fists and cried loudly. He caught my hips and thrusted hard. He was getting too rough and I could feel pain more than pleasure. "Namjoon... not so rough please..." I moaned feeling my womanhood . "It's your punishment Y/N!" he yelled suddenly getting furious.

Then suddenly everything stopped as he pulled out. The next moment I was facing him with tears in my eyes. He kissed me passionately and entered me slowly this time. I flinched and looked at him.

"I love you Y/N... I'm sorry" he moaned and sucked my neck trying to control his moans. I could feel his tears on my neck. I caught his face and kissed him.

"I'm sorry too..." His thrusts got faster and harder. I wrapped my legs around him pulling him closer. "Ahh! Namjoon.. right... there.." I screamed as he hit my g-spot. It felt so good. He lift my ass up to pound in the same spot.

"Like this baby?"

"Yes! Don't stop...hmm!" I arched my back as our bare chests rubbed against each other.

"Who do you belong to Y/N!?" He moaned licking my lips. "You Namjoon! only you..hmmph.. " My walls tightened around him and I felt him on the edge.

"Fuck! I'm cumming baby.." he moaned. "Me too.. ahh!" He finally climaxed filling me up with his warm thick juice.

I came soon after him feeling utterly blissful. Our foreheads were joined with our sweaty body and fast breathing. He pulled out and fell beside me.

"Don't leave me again Y/N..."He brought me in his arms and kissed my shoulder. .

I turned to see him already fast asleep. I got up carefully not to wake him up. I felt worn out and I wanted to be in his arms forever but I couldn't. I'm ruining Namjoon and his career. I cannot stay in his life anymore. As much as it hurts but I have to leave him. Just because I love him, I need to stay away from him.

I cleaned the mess and kept some tablets and water on the table. For the last time I kissed his forehead and turned away before I could cry. I left the house taking my bags in my hand but leaving my heart here.

And with that... I was gone.

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AN:

Hey!!! guess whos back!!! lol

This was a collab with a good friend of mine.