I looked down at my wrist then the blade then back at my wrist. 'Do it, no one needs you. You might as well.' I finally gave in and put the blade to my skin slowly running it along. Crimson red came pouring out and I felt tears burning at the back of my eyes. A whimper escaped my lips as I went deeper than I meant to and I dropped the blade looking at my work of art. 'There we go.' I felt my phone buzz next to me and I panicked.
I looked at the notification to see who it was. Crap. Tania. I opened it and left my aching thumbs hanging over the key board slowly typing in an 'I'm sorry'. I placed my phone back on my bed and went to the bathroom turning on the cold water.
I placed my wrist under the water holding back a scream.
When I went back to my room Tania had texted me back.
'Why?'
I pulled in a sharp breathe and told her. Our conversation was short and I soon went to sleep.
******
I walked into class sitting in my desk at the back of the class pulling my knees to my chest and closing my eyes. I soon felt a warmth cover my entire back and a familiar smell came to sense. I snuggled deeper into the figure and she rubbed my arm breathe slow and calm. "Hi."
