I Would Die For You (Andy Biersack Fanfiction)

To Go Or Not To Go...That's The Real Question.

Sarah's POV:

"I need chapter 27 notes completed by tomorrow and we will be having a quiz then as well. Class is dismissed." My professor said, shutting off the projector. The students started packing up and exited the room. I gathered my stuff and went to go talk to Dr. Driden. "Dr. Driden, may I speak with you for a moment?" She looked up from the papers she was holding, "Of course dear. What's the matter?" "Well I won't be in class tomorrow so is there any way I can come in another time and take the quiz I'll be missing?" I asked hoping she said yes. "Um...I guess you can come in 30 minutes earlier Wednesday?" She proposed. "Yes that's fine! Thank you so much Dr. Driden. Until then!" I say and rush out of the room before she can change her mind.

I sit in my car for about 10 minutes thinking about what I'll be missing class for tomorrow. It is currently 2016. I've been out of high school for 7 years and have been in college since then. I've been working my ass off to get that beautiful masters degree in Marine Biology. So why did I decide to skip class for a day to accompany my friend to some concert tomorrow? I really, honestly, have no idea. The things I do for friendship sometimes.

You see, my best friend Abigail is obsessed with some rock band Black Veil Brides. Well, somehow she managed to get front row tickets and meet and greet tickets as well; she needed someone to go with her, so she turned to me. Now I'm skipping a day of school to accompany my crazy band obsessed friend to a concert. Preferably I'd be wanting to go to a Motley Crue concert instead of some band I haven't heard of if it weren't for Abigail. But hey, that's just me.

I finally start up my car and start the 10 minute journey to my apartment, which I so happen to share with Abigail. I park in my designated parking spot,  grab my backpack, and get out of the car to go inside the building.

It's not even a minute that I've been inside the apartment that I hear Abigail yelling from her room, 
"Are you ready for tomorrow?!" I walk over to her door and turn down the music she has playing. "Yes, although I think I should be scared. I mean look how you're acting right now and we aren't even at the place yet" I said with wide eyes. She looked at me and grinned. "I'm fine S. We're gonna have tons of fun too." She said. I flinched slightly when she called me S. I guess she noticed too. "I'm sorry Sarah.  That kind of slipped out." She said apologetically. "It's fine don't worry about it." I said faking a smile.

It's been about 6 years since any one has really called me S. The only one to do that was him. He stopped speaking to me a little after their first album was put out. I guess I wasn't famous enough for him to be able to speak to. I never really knew what happened, one day he called me and we had our usual 3 hour long conversation. I didn't think anything was wrong. The last thing he told me was, "I'll talk to you soon. We have a concert in the morning and I need some rest. Good night, I love you S." Of course I responded back saying the equivalent. I waited for about a month and still nothing. Eventually I gave up on waiting for at least a simple hello. I tried calling, texting, kiking, snapchatting, instagraming, tweeting, and facebooking. I got nothing in reply.

That was 6 years ago. I never remembered the name of his band so I have no idea what's happening with him anymore. When he kinda left my life it hurt; a lot. He was the only person I trusted with my life. I could tell him anything and it was comfortable. Now I feel like I'm missing a part of me that even Abigail can't fill. Don't get me wrong I love her to death but with Andy it was different. I don't really know how to explain it. Maybe it's because he knew literally everything about me. He knew about my mom and about what my dad did to me.

I walked into my room and laid on the bed. I stared up at my ceiling for about 20 minutes just thinking about the possibilities that tomorrow brings. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket. I pulled it out to see a new email. 'I'll check it out later' I thought to myself. I happened to look at the time while I had my phone out and saw it was already 9 at night. I figured I needed to get up and ready for bed. I took a shower and then brushed my teeth. I looked in the mirror as I was taking my makeup off. I just kinda stared at myself and took a moment to see how much I've grown. I continued staring and decided I'll let my hair air dry tonight and just straighten it in the morning. 

I walked out of my bathroom and into my closet. I looked around me and tried to decide what I felt like wearing tomorrow. My style was all over the place, I have my 'emo' days, my 'preppy' days, and my 'sporty' days. Seeing as it was a concert I walked over to my 'emo' clothes and chose a pair of black skinny jeans, my all black converse, and a Motionless In White tee. Once I had laid out my outfit choice, I walked over to my dresser and ran a brush through my hair.

I walked over to the medicine cabinet in our kitchen and pulled out my anti-depressants and anxiety pills and took the according amount. I chugged down a glass of water and padded back to my room. I plugged in my phone and put on some music. With that, I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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Really short I know I'm so sorry please don't kill me! Testing is done until finals so I hope to be uploading more! If you have an ideas of what you guys wanna see happen just DM me!

-Alexa