Pictureless Killer

Chapter Four

Dean.
I can't take this, the feeling Castiel is giving me is driving me insane. It's been a week since I kissed Cas, and I can't get him off my mind. I was scrolling through my texts from him all the hearts and everything. I'm lying to him, and he doesn't even know. This is bullshit.
"Fuck!" I screamed throwing my phone across the room.
Sam jumped slightly and looked over at me.
"Dean what the hell. Ever since we left Cas and Gabe's house you've been acting crazy!" Sam said.
"Fuck you!" I yelled at him.
I stomped off towards the bathroom and shut the door and locked it. I walked over the mirror and pulled my shirt collar down to see the purplish bruise on my chest. In a way it's sexy considering Cas gave it to me, but I just see that bruise as a symbol of this weird feeling towards Cas. I feel like it's laughing at me, taunting me. I sat on the cold tile floor and stared at my feet.
"Dean, your behavior lately is completely unlike you, and it's scaring the shit out of me." Sam said from the other side of the door.
I could hear the worry in his voice, I know I've been different I just don't know what I'm feeling towards Cas, or why I'm feeling it. I got up and opened the door and looked at a worried Sam.
"I need to kill someone." I said.
Sam smiled realized I'm back to my old self.
➖➖➖➖➖At School➖➖➖➖➖
We walked into the cafeteria and instantly saw Cas and Gabe.
"Zach!" Gabe said and ran over to Sam and pulled him into a hug.
Cas walked over to me and slapped my ass.
"Hey darling." He said smiling.
"Hey... You." I said nervously laughing.
I can't get close to him. This feeling is weird he shouldn't be making me feel this way.
"I see my souvenir is still there." He said pointing at the mark on my neck.
"Yeah well they don't go any that easy." I said.
He started to laugh a bit and I tried to laugh along with him. We walked over to our tables and sat down, for some reason we were the the only ones at the table.
"Are you ready for tonight." He asked.
That's right, we made plans yesterday to go out tonight.
"As long as it's with you." I said.
He gave me a quick kiss and smiled.
"Stop it your making me blush." He said.
Sam was watching us closely while Gabe was taking quick glances at Sam. Does he see what I see in Gabe's eyes?
"D- Xavier can I talk to for a minute it's about Jessica." Sam said.
Gabe's face suddenly drops at the mention of Jessica. Castiel must have noticed because he started talking to Gabe about Charlie's party.
"Sure." I said.
We both got up and walked out in the hallway. It was clear with only a few students passing in and out.
"Is he the reason you've been messed up lately." Sam said.
"Sam I don't think now is the time to confront me with this." I said.
"When is there a good time for you Dean, you have been way off. And it's usually after you been around Cas." Sam said.
"Okay yes Sam, he's doing something to me and I don't like it, I'm not supposed to feel like this I promised I wasn't going to be emotionally involved with anyone. And on top of everything I'm lying right to his face." I said whispering the last part.
"Can we just do with him like we did with Jess." Sam asked.
"No it wouldn't work Sam, his Mom is the principal of the school." I said.
"Dean maybe we should you know... Stop." Sam said.
"I don't think I can Sam. It's apart of me now. I like doing it." I said.
"Well Dean lie to Cas all you want but even though I enjoy it... I can't."
"Sammy don't be a pussy okay. You just had your first, don't quit now Listen-"
"No Dean stop, I don't want to talk about this anymore. Jessica is worried about me because I haven't been texting her as much, and it's because I'm not sure I want to be with her anymore." Sam said looking down.
"Why." I said.
"Because.. It's hard to explain Dean. Maybe part of the reason is that I'm lying to her and she says how much she misses her friends, but I'm the one who helped-"
"Sam we need to watch what we say there's cameras all around." I said whispering.
"Well Dean it's true we need to stop this before we do get in anymore trouble then we are already." Sam said.
"I need to go." I said.
I walked off down the hall and left out the back school doors. I don't care if I get in trouble, I won't be in this school much longer anyway. I got in my car and drove out of the school parking lot. My phone started to ring and I picked it up, it's Cas...
"Yeah."
"Xavier where are you, Zach said you left for no reason."
"Yeah, I just needed to get out okay I'm not feeling so good." I said.
"Okay, will we still be able to go out tonight?"
"Yeah I think I'll be fine."
"Okay. Bye." He said sweetly.
"Bye Cas."
I hung up the phone quickly and threw it in the backseat. Fuck Sam. I need to kill someone. I'm actually really close to my old friend Dylan, who isn't that much of a friend. He started to keep distance from me when he found out I was gay, and even dropped contact with me after I left the school. I found his number and we talked from time to time, but I could hear he didn't want to talk. I could just imagine the look on his face when he found out I was the famous serial killer Dean Winchester. I know he had to put it together realizing it was me, that's why after I started really getting into the killings, I stopped calling him. He's gonna be in for a surprise today. I parked outside his house and got out of the car. I went in the trunk and pulled out one of my best knifes, I put it in my pocket and covered it with my t- shirt. I walked up to the front door and rung the doorbell. Dylan answered and when he saw me he looked very nervous.
"Hi Dylan." I said with a smile.
"Um h-hello Dean. How did you know where I live?" He asked
"I knew you would never move from your childhood home. Mind if I come in?"
"Listen Dean, I know you're the killer and I have a phone I'll call the police." Dylan said.
"Dylan there are many Dean Winchesters in the world why would I be the killer." I said trying to sound innocent.
"Because you were always a messed up kid, you were always killing animals and it was disgusting. You for some reason found it entertaining. I guess we all know why now."
I know Dylan he tries to sound all tough but he is really pissing his pants. I pushed him inside and walked in after he fell to the ground. I looked around at the white walls and couldn't wait to see the new paint job.
"Too bad for you Dylan, your parents are always going on these trips out of town. I would have loved to kill them too, your parents were assholes too." I said and jammed the knife in his stomach.
He let out a loud scream and yelled for help, I covered his mouth and stabbed him over and over, his screams were muffled and eventually stopped, finally he's dead. I need to hurry and get out of here, someone probably heard Dylan's screams. I got up and ran out of the house and got into my car. I drove so fast I ran a couple red lights. I parked outside the hotel, grabbed my phone, and walked up to our room number. I got the key from my pocket and unlocked the door. Once I walked in I went straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I made sure it was long one so I had time to think. Maybe Sam was... Right. I mean when I killed Dylan I didn't feel like I usually felt after a kill, only Cas gives me that feeling.
"Hello! Xavier Smith here!" Someone yelled.
Who is that and how do they know where I live? Maybe our lucky streak is up, I think I just got caught...