Pictureless Killer

Chapter Seven

Cas.
After Xavier dropped me off at 7:00 in the morning, I had to sneak inside without stirring anyone, and I quietly opened my bedroom door and laid down, smiling about mine and Xavier's date. We slept in the grass, but only after Xavier ran back to my house to get some sleeping material. He actually agreed to do it, but luckily it wasn't far of a walk, 8 minutes at the most, this town is pretty small that I think about it. I'll never forget that night.. the night when we made love... Memories started to slowly come rushing back to me, which made me feel even more excited to see him again. The only thing that scares me, is his anger. He got so pissed off when those idiots shoved me, and I know he did something he's not telling me. I saw his hands they looked dirty and scraped up. He's a amazing guy definitely, but I know he has a shady past, and I'm kinda scared to asked. He seems like he has enough on his shoulders, the last thing he needs is his nerdy boyfriend questioning him. But I can't help that I'm curious. I wonder where he lives? Where did he used to live, what is he into? Sex positions? And all the other lingering questions that I'd like to ask him. Okay I need to get ready for school, it's in like an hour and I think I'll be ready, I'm actually excited to go to school, because then I can see Xavier. Oh wait... I still need to ask him out to the dance..

Dean.
I sat in my usual spot... The bathroom floor letting the memories from last night flood my head, the constant moans from Cas, everything that drove me insane. But what really hurt me is that he kept saying "Xavier" he doesn't even know and I took his virginity... I heard a knock on the bathroom and unlocked it and opened the door, and quickly sat back down. Sam entered and as soon as he saw me on the floor he knew something was up.
"Dean, you can't keep doing this, you told me you had a good date. What's wrong?"
"I had sex with Cas, I can't get any closer to him." I said.
"Don't you think it's too late for that, Dean make this work maybe you and Cas can stay together." Sam said.
"Yeah Sam, we'll be the perfect couple, a perfect innocent teenager with a cold hearted murder." I said.
Sam sighed and bent down so he can reach my level.
"You aren't cold hearted Dean, you must have some heart to fall for Castiel, and for the murder part.. we can always not do anything on Picture Day or the dance" Sam said.
"That's what I was thinking, I couldn't stand hearing Cas cry about all of his dead friends, it would make me sick." I said.
"So do want to start being regular teens?" Sam asked.
"Yeah, sounds cool." I said with a half smile.
Just then my phone rang and I looked at the collar ID, it was Cas...
"Answer it." Sam said.
I picked up the phone and pressed it against my ear.
"Hey Cas."
Sam left the bathroom to give us privacy.
"Dean where are you??? It's 8:40 school started about an hour ago."
"Oh... Cas I'm sorry I guess I just lost track of time, me and S-Zach both." I said.
"Okay well hurry up, I missed you. Also Gabe wants to ask Zach something."
"Okay."
I smiled slightly already knowing what it is.
"Could you ask Zack if he's still dating that girl Jessica."
"Zach are you still dating Jess?" I asked.
"No!" He yelled from the other room.
"He said no."
"Okay, perfect. Hurry up and get here!"
"Okay bye Cas."
And he hung up. I wonder if he really enjoyed last night? I got off the bathroom floor and started to get ready for school...
Cas.
Dean walked in to class at 9:00 on the dot, we were right in the middle of a lesson and it's like as soon as I saw him, everything I just had in my head disappeared.. and the only thing that was there was him. He's my world.
"Xavier and Zach, you're both late... Again." The Science teacher said.
She was right, they have been late a lot. Xavier told me he lives a little far from the school.
"I'm sorry Mrs. Winslow it won't happen again." Xavier said.
Mrs. Winslow nods her head in approval and made the announcement everyone was waiting for.
"So the dance is on Monday in two weeks and I know you High School students love dances. I hope everyone has fun!" The teacher said with students roaring with cheers.
I looked over at Xavier, he seemed upset even Zach did. Don't they like dances, or at least a party every teenager likes that. Maybe once I ask him out he'll be more open about it. Xavier caught me staring and I quickly turned my attention back to the teacher. I don't want him to think I'm some kind of weirdo. But I'm really worried about Xavier... the rest of the day was nice, but Xavier was different a good different it seemed like. I walked out the front door and felt the arms wrap around me. I smiled knowing who it was, I got out of his grasp, and turned around and saw his beautiful face.
"Castle, can I tell you something?" He asked.
"Yeah, anything." I said.
He took my hand and looked right in my eyes and said
"I love you..."
My eyes widen with shock, and my heart skipped a few beats. No one ever said that to me before, except my family. I have his hand a squeeze and answered him.
"I love you too, Xavier."
I waited awhile before asking him the question I've been dying to ask him.
"Do you want to go to the dance with me? I know it's two weeks away but I wanted to plan ahead." I said.
He smiled real big and answered
"Yes"