Pictureless Killer

Chapter Nine

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Cas

He's asleep on my couch right now, after I talked to him for a bit. Luckily Dad has to work today, but I know Mom knows I skipped school, and I'm probably gonna be punished for life. I never done anything like this before... I hope Xavier isn't mad at me. Brandon jolted awake almost knocking me off the couch.
"Damn it, you scared me Brandon." I said.
"Sorry.. had a bad dream." He said.
"I'm sorry."
"It's fine, I'm used to it..." He said.
I feel so bad for this guy, his brother got murdered just yesterday. I'd be so depressed I'd something happened to Gabe. Speaking of him he should be home soon.
"Brandon you're Aunt are probably wondering where you are." I said.
"Oh yeah you're right, I should get going." He said and stood up grabbing his car keys.
"Thank you for everything Castiel." Brandon said and he shook my hand.
"Brandon come on, seriously." I said and stuck both my arms out.
He smiled and pulled me close to him for a hug. I know it's weird but when he hugged me, I got the same feeling I get with Xavier. I shouldn't feel like that, but my whole body was on vibrate.
"See ya later." He said and left out the door.
Wow, made a new friend and took him to my house the first day...
Dean.
As I was walking to Cass house with Sam, I couldn't help but feel jealous. Why is Brandon trying to be Castiel's BFF all of a sudden. I mean I feel bad for Brandon but I just don't want him coming onto my boyfriend... Sam still isn't talking to me, everytime I try to start a conversation he blows me off.
"Sam, I get your mad about what I did, but I can't reverse time. I wish I could but I can't" I said.
"I'm not mad, just upset..." He said.
"Well I'm sorry Sam."
"It's okay Dean, I forgive you." Sam said with a smile.
I saw Cass house and just saw Gabe get off the bus, he smiled when he saw us and then looked scared and ran into the house. Me and Sam both exchanged looks of confusion. Once we entered the house, Cas was straightening the house up, and when he saw us he smiled slightly.
"Hey, sorry I had to leave school Brandon had a panic attack and he wanted me to take him here."
"Yeah I heard from Charlie, I was worried about you." I said.
"Well I'm fine, maybe extremely grounded but yeah I'm fine." Cas said.
"Okay that's good." I said.
"Is Gabe avoiding us or something?" Sam asked.
"No. Why are you asking?" Cas said.
"We just saw him leave the bus, and when he saw us he ran in the house." Sam said.
"He's just worried about the secret he has to tell you." Cas said.
"When is he gonna tell me, I hate secrets." Sam said.
"Gabe! Come on tell him, he's your friend!" Cas yelled up the steps.
Then Gabe came slowly walking down the steps, he grabbed Zach's hand and led him over to the couch.
"Wow, okay." I said.
"In case you're wondering, Gabe has a huge crush on Zach." Cas said whispering.
"Yeah, that's obvious." I said with a chuckle.
"Do you want to go upstairs? I want to give them privacy." Cas said.
"Sure."
We walked the stairs, and he slowly grabbed my hand as we walked towards his bedroom. Once we were inside, he threw me down on the bed and started nibbling at my neck. He started kissing me like crazy and he slowly put his hand in my jeans, and grabbed my ass. I was starting to really enjoy it, but then something just felt wrong. I am experiencing something I thought I would never feel... Guilt. About killing Dylan, lying to Cas, and just being a bad boyfriend in general. What was I thinking? Being a normal teenager is never gonna work out for me. I'm a murderer. And I always will be. Cas must have realized I wasn't into it, because he stopped.
"What's wrong babe?"
"Nothing. I-"
"Don't lie, tell me what's on your mind." He said.
"Okay. Let's just say I'm some terrible guy, a really awful guy and you didn't even know. Like Dean Winchester... Would you hate me?"
He took a deep breath before answering.
"Dean Winchester kills people Xavier, he's a asshole, don't compare yourself to him." Cas said.
Great... He will hate me...
"And you aren't a terrible person Xavier, you're good, I can tell." Cas said.
"It's just... I don't think I am." I said.
"Did you do something?"
I can't... I can't tell him, he'll hate me... I'll go to prison. And he will never forgive me.
"Xavier, please answer me." Cas said.
"I- I have to go." I said.
I ran out of the room as fast as I could, down the stairs, and out of the house. I have no idea where the hell I'm going, but I can't face Castiel ever again...
40 Minutes Later...
I'm officially lost. I've been walking for so long, and it's really hot out. I decided to sit down on the sidewalk, and take a minute to breathe. Cas is gonna hate me for leaving... But it's for the best. He can't be hurt by finding out his boyfriend is a serial killer, even though he probably already thinks I am... Just then, a car pulled up beside me and the driver rolled down the window. The driver was a girl with short blonde hair, and she looks like she's in her twenties.
"Need a ride?" She asked.
I stood up and patted the dirt off of me.
"Where are you heading?" I asked.
"California, this place sucks. You seem like you need to get out yourself." She said.
"California sounds fun, you sure you don't mind giving me a ride?" I said.
"I don't mind at all." She said.
I hopped in the passenger seat and she started the car back up.
"Oh by the way, I'm Xavier. You?"
"I'm Meg." She said with a smile.
And started driving towards the highway...