JUST ONE DAY(Jinkook)

Chapter 23: Pain

I walk trough the elevator, and press the 7 button. While in the elevator, i kept talking to myself.

''Remember Jeon Jungkook. Self control. Jin hyung is calm and pure. Don't mess it up. Control your hormones. And come on, you're still a minor, you shouldn't think about this kind of staffs. Thats for adults...This is just a temptation of life...Hormones..Puberty...You can do it....Self control Jungkook....Self control...''

The elevator opened with a 'ding',our room was at the end of the hall and Jin hyung has the key. Before knocking the door, i hit my left chest a few times to calm myself. My heart was beating so fast and it was so hard to breathe.

''Calm down Jungkook. Everything is fine. You'll be fine'' I took a deep breath and knock the door three times. It takes only a few minutes to Jin hyung to open the door and....''HOLY SHIT!! ''

Jin opened the door half naked.All his chest was wet, and just wearing a towel to his waist, drying his hair with another towel.

''Jungkook, get in.Could you able to talk to your mom? ''I nodded without taking my eye contact to Jin hyungs body.I entered the room and gave a nervous gulp.

''Remember Jungkook, control,hormones''I said to myself.
''I took a shower first,sorry. I'm really tired and i wanted to sleep early''

''It's Ok Jin hyung, you should rest. I'll take a shower too before sleeping'' Then Jin hyung went closer to me, and give me a peck on the cheek. His lips was cold and wet.

''Thanks Kookie for this day'' he whisper through my ear. i looked at him.His hair was messy and wet,his eyes was glowing again, and those lips was tempting me. Our faces was so close,that i could smell his mint breathe.
'' I'm sorry Jin Hyung'' i put my hands to his face, and pull him close to connect his lips to mine. He was surprise and drop one of the towel he was holding. i kept kissing him,sucking his lower lip, trying to put my tongue to Jin hyungs mouth. It takes a few seconds to Jin hyung to give me back the kisses and allow me to explore every corner of his mouth, and fall to the bed.

We stop to take air, and kiss again. I was on top of Jin hyung.He wrap his arms to my neck, pushing me closer to him. I opened my eyes, and i could see his expression. He likes it.i started to explore with my right hand.From his hands to his arms going to his chest and going down to his stomach. I could feel his build up body.
Then i kiss his jawline making him moaned.Going to his neck and suck to give him a mark.I wanted to make it very visible to mark that he was all mine. i went down to his collarbone and gave him another mark making Jin hyung to shiver.

Then something popped to my head.''What are you doing Jungkook? This is not right..this is not what you wanted.''When I looked at Jin hyung, he was breathing so fast, i looked his face and he wasn't happy at all.

He was hiding his face with his right arm but I could see that his eyes was about to cry. I stopped and get up of the bed.
''Jin hyung..?'' He started to cry and hug himself.

''I'm sorry, I still can't do it...I can't..Jungkook...I'm sorry.. I can't...I'm really trying...I'm really trying for you...but he still here...I still love him, Jungkook...Please don't hate...I don't want to lose you...I don't want you to leave me...please...don't hate me Jungkook...I need you.''
I don't know if I was angry, but i was hurt. I was hurt because Jin hyung confesses to me his feelings towards Rapmon hyung, I was hurt because I could see how he was suffering, i was hurt because I can't do anything for him. i was hurt because I love him so much, and he can't still love me back. Tears started to fall to my eyes, i never thought that love hurts too bad.I wiped my tears , and covered Jin hyung with the blanket.

''You should rest Jin hyung''Then he grab my arm.

''Do you hate me Jungkook? Are you tired of me? Are you going to leave me?'' Tears started to fall again to my eyes. I kiss his temple,hold his face softly with my hands, and put him closer with our forehead touching.

''Look at me Jin hyung and listen. Maybe there's a lot of things that you'll remember Rapmon hyung with me. But there something I'm different about him. That you are the only one for me. Since the first time I saw you till now, until forever. Like i always tell you, i will not give up on you, even it hurts i'll still love you, even you find someone else, I will still here loving you. I will never hate you.I will never leave you, because i could not live without you Hyung.'' I wiped his tears.

''Can I kiss you Hyung? I promise I won't do anything else'' He nodded.I gently hold his chin up, and get closer looking at Jin hyungs eyes, and kiss him softly.i wrap him to my arms, and he hug me back.
''Let's just sleep...Tomorrow is another day...and another chance for me...Sleep Hyung and take all those pain away, I'm here now for you.'' We laid on the bed hugging each other, i kiss his forehead and whisper.
''I love you Jin hyung. I love you so much Kim Seokjin, so please open your heart for me.''