JUST ONE DAY(Jinkook)

Chapter 9: My feelings

I shut my mouth when I heard Jin hyung's problem with Rapmon hyung.

"That's not true..,he can't do that to you..."

"But he did." Then Jin hyung started to cry...

I was frustrated, it was difficult to breathe...seeing Jin hyung crying was really painfull...

"Who's the other one?"I ask

" It doesn't matter Jungkook, please don't tell your brother,please don't tell him anything about this..."

I don't really understand why Jin hyung is acting like this,but I want to help him,but how? How can I help him if he's pushing me away...

I was about to open my mouth and ask Jin hyung about the other person,when we notice someone opening the gate.

"Rapmon..." Jin hyung whispered...

He get off the car,hug Rapmon hyung and kiss him.I don't know why I was mad about...Maybe because my older brother ,the person i've been admiring for years ,is a fucking cheater..or I just don't like Jin hyung is with a guy who can love him how he deserves.

I went to the gate and take a look how Jin hyung leaves...I didn't notice that Rapmon hyung was looking at me.He put his arm around my shoulder and pointed Jin hyung...

"Jeon Jungkook,see that guy leaving?"

"Yeah"

"He's my fucking man,so get your own.." Then he got in the house,leaving me behind.

I went to my room and locked the door.I took a shower ,put my pajamas, and just lay at my bed.I wasn't feeling good,I was confuse,hurt,annoyed....but I don't know why. I started to think all the good things happened to me and Jin hyung.But suddenly I remembered Jin hyung's lips...

"Ok Jeon Jungkook..,let's think all the things happening to you...First,you feel good when his around you...second, you like the way he's so nice and the way he takes care of you,..third,the way he smiles,he cry,the way he looks at you...But,if we put them all together the question is WHY? Why the hell i want to see him, i want to be with him,i want him beside me,i want to be the person who can makes him happy, I want him to just look at me...I just want everything about him...Why?!!!" I put my pillow in my face and shout...

"What is Jin hyung doing now..." I bite my lower lip and close my eyes"I hope his ok now...,i want to see you Hyung"

Then "beep beep you have a text msg"...it was my phone.I looked at my phone and smiled when i knew that the one who texted me was Jin hyung.

"Hey,Jungkook ah.. are you sleeping? Well I just want to thank you for today, i had fun..i really do...and please don't tell anything to your brother ,please...well that's all..hope we can bond again, that will be awesome. Well I'm not going to disturb you anymore..so sleep well ,sweet dreams...Good Night JungKookie...😘😘"

I don't know why I was so happy,maybe the emoticons got me excited....I kissed my phone "Good night to you too Jin hyung" Then i fall asleep with my phone in my hands and my lips.