JUST ONE DAY(Jinkook)

Chapter 25: Jealousy

Almost 2 years and still nothing has change, I'm starting to get tired of waiting. I don't know if Jin hyung is using me, or I'm just his fucking toy. I'm having this thoughts for a few days. I know i love Jin hyung with all my heart but what about him?

Maybe 2 years is not enough to forget the one you really love. It's that hard to forget Rapmon hyung and love me? I really don't know if we are dating or just having fun like good friends do.But lately Jin hyung is really distance to me. I can't even hug him or kiss him like I would love to do, but i need him to trust me, but doing that may go upside down.He just usually sleep lying in my arm or in my lap, and worst thing always go by my side. The more i have him near, the more difficult is to control my hormones. The vanilla smell of his hair, the mix smell of his body and his perfume, the smell of mentol of his breathe, how can I control myself if he's driving me crazy?

''Hey Jungkookie, are you ok? Lately you're thinking to much...what happened?'' Jimin hyung ask.

''Nothing Hyung, what about you and Suga hyung, everything ok?''He nodded.

'' Yup, we're good. Almost 2 years Bro... Who thought right?''

''Yeah, thanks to me...if i need to remind you...arggghhh....'' i said frustrated ''why i need to be here?...you guys are having fun with your boyfriends...I don't want to be a third wheeler here.''

It's really awkward to be in a restaurant with two couples in front of you, and worst getting really affectionate.Kissing, hugging,pecks,...oh come on, get a room!i took my phone, and give a call.

''Hey, Jin hyung...are you busy?''

I really want to see him. He's always busy with studies, and he has no time to go out.

'' Well, I'm at my house. If you want you can come over... I'm alone.''

''If it's ok with you''

''Of course Jungkook. I'm kinda miss you.Knowing that we don't see each other lately. Sorry...''

'' It's ok Jin Hyung... I understand...i'll be there in a few minutes...Bye''
i hang up, and see the four guys looking at me.'' Now, what?'' i said

'' Oh come on Jungkook, tell us the truth...you wouldn't be here if we didn't tell you that Seokjin hyung was here,,,,am i right?'' Jhope hyung ask.

'' You guys told me that he was here... I was really looking forward to see him here...''

''Seokjin hyung told me that he was busy studying...but seems that he just want you guys to be alone, knowing my parents are out country again.''

V hyung said while giving me a wink.

''UUUUUHHHHH....''The three guys started.

''Yeah Jungkookie...maybe today your dream is coming true.'' Jimin hyung started to pester me.

''You guys leave me alone! i prefer to go and study with Jin hyung to see you guys trying to have babies in front of me...So i'm out...bye...''

I could here them laughing and i couldn't contain to smirk. I'm happy that everyone is happy. But...what about me?...Am i happy?..i don't know. But I know that the only one person who can answer me is Jin hyung. The person I've been loving for so long.

It takes a few to get to Jin hyungs house. Knowing that they live in the rich neighborhood.I press the bottom of the doorbell, and a pretty handsome guy with a bright smile opened.

''Hi Jin Hyung...how are you?'' I don't know but i'm really nervous.

''Hey, i'm really exhausted...to much work...how about you?...seems you still growing'' he laughed

''Yeah, i've been growing a lot...now i'm even taller to Jimin hyung...that frustrate him.''

''Get in, have you eaten?''

''No''

''Then i should prepare something''We went to the kitchen, and cook. I helped him chopping the veggies. That's the only thing i know to do. When everything was done,we set the table to eat.He looks so happy eating, he really loves to eat.

''Hyung, I missed you.'' he stopped eating and give me a look and nodded.

''Yeah, me too Kookie. i've been busy, I'm really sorry if i don't have to much time to spend time with you. I really need to focus with my study, you know...family.''

''Don't worry Jin hyung, i understand. They really want you to be a doctor, right? But what about your dream to be a chef and have a restaurant?''

''I really don't know Kookie, I having culinary classes by their backs. They said that my dream of being a chef is just a waste of time. But let's not talk about that. How about you..still dreaming to be a singer?'' I smiled ear to ear.

''Yup! I don't give up the easily you know?'' He laughed and mess my hair.

''I already know that. Hope they call you..''

''Wait, how do you know that i auditioned?''

''Well your brother told me''i looked at Jin hyung,with a confuse expression.

''Lately you guys seems so close again''

He sighed..''Jungkook,what are you talking about? of course we are close, we know each other for so long. And i love to talk to him because....''

''Because he's you fucking ex-boyfriend..'' i cut.

''Are we going to argue about Rapmon again? I told you i don't like your brother anymore...''he said calmly.

But i was pissed.''YEAH, BECAUSE YOU SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM THAT ME. WHEN I CALL YOU, YOU ALWAYS SAY THAT YOUR BUSY OR YOU DON'T HAVE TIME. WHY?!!''I grabbed Jin hyung by his arms and shake him.''TELL ME JIN HYUNG!! WHAT THE FUCK I AM FOR YOU??

''Your hurting me Jungkook!!, Please let me go..'' He said about to cry and trying to push me away.But i was to mad to let him go.

''WHY JIN HYUNG?? WHY SHOULD I LET YOU GO?...WHY?... IS BECAUSE YOUR WITH RAPMON HYUNG AGAIN?...''

''Jungkook,please..it hurts...please stop...'' He was shaking and scared.

''TELL ME JIN HYUNG...ARE YOU FUCKING RAPMON HYUNG AGAIN? ARE YOU HIS LITTLE BITCH AGAIN?''Then Jin hyung has the strength to push me and punch my face, making me fall in the floor .

He embrace himself and cried.''You really think I'm that kind of person , Jungkook.!?''

"Hyung...i...'' I tried to speak and apologize but nothing came out.

''You should go Jungkook and clear your mind. When your ready we'll  talk, and set this.''I grabbed my jacket and run far away.
When i stopped to caught some air, i didn't notice that tears was falling. I know that I was wrong, but i was jealous, and i was scared to lose Jin hyung.

''SHIT!! WHAT I HAVE DONE?'' i cursed myself.