This Will Never Die (BxB)

Part 3

I run away feeling used, betrayed and very jealous on how her and Benji are allowed to be open whiles me and him have to hide it from everyone.

I wipe the tears that are running down my face uncontrollably, and I start to feel helpless and useless.

I start to walk when I get to my Nan's place, I would rather talk to her than phone my mam to pick me up since i probably look a mess would probably, mam would most likely say she was right that he wouldn't break up with Lauren as soon as his mam found out about us.

I pace in front of the gate debating if I should have a quick smoke before I go in.

I decided not to, I knock on the front door, as soon as my nan answers fresh tears run down my cheeks, I grab her in a huge hug, I stand there hugging her sobbing for five minutes, it would have been longer but nan pushed me away, my sobs turn into the hiccups as nan spoke
"Dear boy were you born in a barn, you don't go and dive on a defenseless old woman before I have a chance to close the door behind us" nan smiles at me kindly as she pulls me from the doorway by my shaking hand and firmly closes the door behind us.

"N-N-Nana..." I stutter as I try to tell her whats wrong but end up sobbing again. I wipe my shaking hand over my eyes, as my nan leads me into the kitchen with the other "cup of tea love" I nod my head at her as she walks over to the kettle.

When nan looks over at me she tuts at me whilst shaking her finger accusingly before saying sternly
"now,now stop that or I will end up crying with you and you now that" nan places a box of tissues if front of me I take a tissue and wipe my eyes I then look up at nan.

I smoke as I walk back to Benjis, everything seemed quiet when i went to knock on the door, I suddenly hear shouting from across to where the living room is I crouch and look through the window to see Benji talking to his parents.

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Benji POV

I looked at my dad calmly as I try to hide my anger, but my voice was like gravel as I spoke"I am always gonna be gay dad there is nothing you can do to change that fact"

My dad stood up and grabbed my arm "you're NEVER gonna be one of those FAGGOTS" before he rased his hand and slapped me hard across the face .

Mam stood up in alarm"Aled there is no need to slap him he's just confused" mam said as concern slipped into her voice "I am not confused" I say raising my hand to my stinging cheek;"slap me all you want I am still gonna be gay when your done and your still gonna be a homophobic assholes" I bit the inside of my cheek so I wouldn't say anymore, as dad slapped me again causing me to taste blood"how dare you speak to us that way" dad said through gritted teeth, dad let go of my arm and quickly pushed past me and out through the living room door"you deserved that how dare you speak to your own parents that way" mams tone of voice was flat as she glared at me then she went after dad.