Forbidden Love

Secrets - Chapter 5

Abbeys POV
"Um Lauren" I say sounding weak and nervous "I have to tell you something" I look at up her with a nervous expression. Okay abbey deep breath.

"What's up Abs, you know you can tell me anything okay" I know I can trust her. She is my best friend. Here it goes once I say it that's it, it's out there. I have never been this scared to tell someone who I like, I guess it's because I have never felt this way about anyone.

"I- I like Jak-Jakob" wow I said it. I said those words out loud to someone. Not just to myself when I'm in the shower or in front of a mirror or something but to another person. That wasn't too hard, was it?

"Omg abbey that is so fucking cute! You guys would be so cute together. I need to set you up okay I'm Cupid here" Lauren said excitingly. Oh how I wish.

"And how are you so sure they we would be the 'cutest couple' and for us to actually be a couple he kinda needs to like me and feel the same way which is NEVER going to happen. Plus even it we did ever happen have you ever thought about our family I mean come on they HATE each other. All I need to do is forget about my feelings and move on." I ramble on taking extremely quickly, saying a few things that I have been keeping to myself out loud for the first time.

"Abs stop thinking into this so much honestly just breath okay. I will help you we will find some else for you someone better than Jakob Delgado" but that's the thing Lauren what is better than Jakob Delgado?

"It's just I have never felt this way about a guy before. Never in my life, yes I have had crushes before but not one has felt the way I feel for Jakob. He is just different" I let a sigh when I finish because I just have nothing left to say. "I'm so fucking tired Lauren I'm going to go to sleep. Thanks for letting me have a rant. Love you" well I guess I still had that left to say.

"Okay abs but I will help you through this. I promise. I love you too getting" what could I do without Lauren? Probably nothing TBH.

After a long time of tossing and turning, Lauren already fast asleep I fall into a deep sleep with the past days events running through my head. Maybe she's right.

A.N
IM BACCCCCCCCCCCK SORRY FOR THE SHORT SHITTING CHAPTER I DONT KNIW WHAT TO WRITE ALSO I NOTICED HOW MUCH LIKE ROMEO AND JULIET THIS IS OOPS THAT WASNT MY INTENTION AT ALL!!!!!

Updates might become less frequent and I'm sorry I really do want to continue this book but I am struggling to write it. Please stick around though because DRAMA IS ON ITS WAY AND WHO DIESNT LOVE A BIR OF DRAMA ITS EVERY COMMIN IN THIS FANDOM THATS FOR SURE

Okay I'm off now oh one more thing WHO IS KEEN FOR THE SPEED OF SOUND EP? I AM

okay no I am going love you all
- Abbey xxx