make me hurt

Is This It? Are We Over?

"What's wrong? He's not waking up"
"Shut up"
"Don't you dare talk to Isaac like that"
"Fight me McCall"
"Put a sock in it Whittemore"

"Derek" I breathed as I opened my eyes the world still glowed red but it slowly faded as Scott came into my view. "Derek's not here. But I can take you to him" I nodded my head as Scott helped me up.

"Scott what happened out there?" I said looking at the closest thing I had to a best friend. "Well we won kinda I mean Derek, Jackson and Isaac where dying. But you suddenly went into 'mother mode' and literally forbade Derek from dying, Kira's gone like MIA", I chuckled. "That sound like something I would do and where is she?!", Scott also joined in and continued. "But when you touched the pack members they instantly got up and.." Scott stopped.

"And what?" I asked. "And your eyes where red. Scott thank you, go" Derek ordered stepping down from his library. He moved to help me walk but I dodged away from him. "I knew you'd be upset with me.." He started but I beat him to it. "Upset! Oh no buddy! We're way past upset! Two of your betas almost die, apparently there's something wrong with me and you're not even in the room!" I yelled into his stupid(attractive) face.

"The reason I wasn't there...is because it's my fault." He said. "Derek.." I said stepping towards him. "No! Stiles! Look at me!" He shouted.

"I'm dangerous! I put the people I love in danger on a regular basis! I'm a fucking freak! I almost got you killed!" He said staring into my eyes. "Derek I don't care..I'd rather die loving you than live hating you" I said as I touched his face. "Stiles...I can't control myself. And I couldn't live with myself if I lost you.." He said falling to his knees and crying. "Derek..look no matter what you say or do. I'll always love you, nothing on this planet can change that..but if you don't want me here than don't do anything." I placed my hand on his shoulder, waiting.

Time passed and I slowly turned and walked. About to open the door when I felt it. Derek had grabbed my wrist spinning me to him. I gasped as we where face to face.