It's been days now since I have heard from my mother. She hasn't tried to contact me at all. Elliot said everything is going fine but that doesn't make me feel any better.
It is currently Thursday morning and I don't feel like going to school even though Lucas is battling me to get up.
"Please Caden baby just get up for me. I promise today will be a good day," he begged trying to pull me up.
"I don't feel good," I whined. I did kind of feel bad for him. I put him through this yesterday and made us an hour late. Other than that I've been getting up normally.
"Baby I'm really trying here come on," Lucas said climbing back over to me where I sat curled up.
"Please don't make me go. It's one day," I whispered while hugging him.
"I'm sorry but I can't. I promised your brother now we are going to get up," he said pulling me up with him.
I glared at him and stormed into the bathroom not bothering to lock the door. I stripped down out of my clothes and turned the shower on.
I have to admit I loved Lucas room and shower. It felt so nice and I loved the smell of him. I poured some shampoo into my hands and massaged it into my scalp.
I heard the door open but didn't care.
"Cupcake do you mind if I join you," I heard his voice ask.
"No I don't care," I replied while washing the shampoo out of my hair. As I got it all out I saw Lucas walk into the shower.
I turned away from him and looked around for the conditioner. When I found it I put some in my hair and continued to rinse that out.
"Baby are you ignoring me," Lucas asked grabbing my shoulder and turning me around.
"No," I answered before starting to wash my body. Once I was finally done I moved out of the way so Lucas could shower.
I walked out of the bathroom and went to check my phone on the nightstand. I had one text from Elliot.
From Smelliot😝: don't freak out when you read this. Dad hurt mom and she is currently recovering well in the hospital. She says she loves you but we both think you should keep your distance so you safe from dad. We love you lots Caden we just don't want you getting hurt.
As I finished reading the message I was fuming with anger. How dare they try to keep me away. They think they are just helping me but they aren't. Tears started rolling down my face. This was all my fault. Maybe if I stayed home I could've taken the beating for her. My mother doesn't deserve this.
To Smelliot😝: what hospital? Please just tell me.
From Smelliot😝: I'm sorry Caden I can't tell you. I love you. Be safe.
Im so pissed right now. I get back into Lucas' bed not caring if he gets mad. I sob into his sheets and wait for him to come out of the bathroom.
"Caden I think we should go soon," he said opening the bathroom door and walking out. As soon as he sees me his expression changes.
"Baby girl don't cry," he said coming over to me and taking me into his arms. I sobbed into his shoulder while he rubbed my back.
"My moms in the hospital. She doesn't deserve this. It's all my fault. I should've helped her. And now fucking Elliot won't let me see her," I spit out before resting my head in the crook of his neck.
"Don't you ever say it's your fault because it's not. Anyways they are just looking out for you. That's what everyone is doing," Lucas said looking me in the eye and kissing my forehead.
"Why does everyone think they are fucken helping me because they aren't. Keeping me from my family isn't helping me so why do you agree with what they're doing to me. Do you know what hospital my mom is at? Huh," I said pushing Lucas.
"Come on Caden don't be like that. You know you can't go there. It's not safe. I don't want to risk you getting hurt by your dad," he said trying to calm me down.
"Be like what? All I want to do is see my family I don't care if I get hurt," I said angrily with a scowl on my face.
"Babe lets just go get ready for school," he argued.
"No I'm not going you can but I'm not," I retorted getting back into bed.
"No no no I got you out of bed so you are coming," he growled tugging on my ankle.
"If u actually want to get my limp body ready. I am not moving a muscle so if you really want me to go you will be miserable," I threatened.
"You know what Caden at the end of the day all I can say is that I tried. It may not be good enough but at least I tried. You may not be able to see it but I'm trying my hardest. You think this whole situation is only hard on you but it's hard on me too. I love you Caden I really do but sometimes you have to realize that all I can do is try and you aren't making that any easier for me. I'm going to head off to school now. I don't want to miss my classes. You can stay here or come and honestly at this point If you don't feel good just stay in bed baby. I don't want to push you," he said letting out a sigh. Okay now I did feel really bad. I've been making him miserable the past few days. I got up and walked over to him so I was in front of him.
"I'm so sorry baby. I'm just really upset but I should be better behaved and pay attention to how you're feeling instead of being selfish," I apologized while wrapping my arms around him.
"It's okay Caden," he said soothingly running his fingers through my hair.
"Let me change and then we can go," I said pecking his lips and turning to find some of my clothes to wear.
I quickly grabbed an outfit I thought was cute and brought it into the bathroom. It was a shirt dress I really liked with knee high socks and boots. I did my hair half up in a bun and the rest down. Once I looked decent I walked downstairs and met Lucas by the door.
"You look beautiful," he said grabbing my waist and kissing me quickly.
"So do you," I said giggling.
"Anyways lets get going baby I don't want to be late," he said leading me out the door.
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This is pretty much a filler chapter lol sorry. Love all of you. Comment if u like or nah.
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Teen Fiction"Hey cupcake," Lucas said chewing with his mouth open. "Ew you pig," I yelled. "Mmm I love it when you talk dirty," he said with food spilling out of his mouth.
