Please don't go...

Chapter 2

I woke up the next morning with a pounding headache. I hear my phone go off, it's a text from Kayla telling me she met this guy and she stayed at his house last night. Kayla is kind of a how do I put this? Kayla is a hoe she sleeps around, I don't know how she doesn't get pregnant or an std.
I walk to her kitchen and her mom is making breakfast. "Sammy sweetie do you want some eggs and bacon?" "Sure mom. Where is Max shouldn't he be up by now?" "He's out skating, he said something about a girl and walked out the door." "Oh after breakfast I'm going to study." "Okay Sammy, why can't kay be like you. I try telling her she needs to study and she freaks out on me. I tell her not to be such a slut and she yells at me. I can't put up with her anymore, it's taking everything out of me." "I know mom I wish she wasn't like that either but if she wasn't then she wouldn't be her." "I know I just I wish she would be like you." "Mom she is who she is you can't change that but you can love her like everyone knows you do. I'm going up stairs."
I didn't come down the rest of the day. I studied for a while then I played games for a while. I sat there and I tried to do anything to keep my mind off of James. Who was he even. He said he just moved here. How old is he? Is he older then me younger than me I don't know and it's driving me crazy. One thing is for sure he's hot. I texted Kayla and told her I was going to bed and she said that she was staying at a different guys house. I told her she needed to come home because it was a school night and she said no and I assume she turned off her phone, oh well a hoe is a hoe and that's what she is. I fell asleep watching planet. I had watched every episode from the beginning to the end before. It was my favorite show.
I woke up at 6:00 so I could go home and change. For some reason I decided to wear a pink crop top with a laced back, then my black tank top, a pair of white skinny jeans with holes covering my knees, and my light pink converse.
I would normally just wear a pair of leggings and a teeshirt.
Kayla picked me up outside my house at 7:12 she was 12 minutes late again. We walked through the doors at the highschool at 8:00.
I was at my locker putting my bag and books away when I got a text from my mom she said Sammy me and your dad are going to stay out for a week just to get some alone time okay see you next week. Wow thanks mom for leaving me alone again. I didn't reply at all. As I went to close my locker I felt a hand on my shoulder. I spun around to see James standing there in a gray shirt and jeans. "Damn and I thought you looked hot in that dress." "Well isn't this a surprise." "Listen I don't know what made you mad the other night but please give me a chance. You seem really cool and I really think you're beautiful." "Look I don't want to fall for some guy that's just gonna leave me once he finds some hoe that puts out." "Look you may not believe this but I have never had sex before." "Well you were right I don't believe that one." "Just please give me a chance I want one date if you don't feel it I will try to leave you alone. I don't know if it will work because I really like you." "Fine one date that's it." He walked away, I couldn't help but wish I had kissed him. His lips look so soft. For the next 5 periods I couldn't focus. I sat down at lunch and then a guy walks up holding flowers. A rose in each color. A note card with one word on each. "Umm who are these from?" "The new guy." Then the guy walked away. "Dude who set you these?" Smiling like an idiot "James did." "Who the hell is James and why doesn't he send me roses." "I'm sorry but this isn't about you it's about me for once." "What's that supposed to mean?" "Look just drop this because I'm in a good mood don't change that please." "Fine whatever see you tomorrow." "How am I supposed to get home?" "I don't know ask James for a ride."
I picked up all the flowers and cards and I carried them to my locker. "I see you got the flowers." "Yeah. Why are you always by my locker?" "My locker is this one." James said pointing at the locker right next to mine. The one that had been empty all year. "Oh wow how lucky you get a locker next to the cranky bitch." "Look I don't know what's wrong but here is my number text me later please Sam." "How do I know I can trust you?" "You will find out tonight." "Umm I have a question can you give me a ride home? My ride kind of got pissed that I got flowers and she didn't." "Of course I will give you a ride I wouldn't want you walking home with all those flowers in your hands." "Well see you after class." "The bell didn't ring yet where are you going?" "I don't know but I will see you later." I say running down the hall way.
I got down with my last class of the day and went to my locker I got out the stuff I needed and all of my roses. "Are you ready?" "Yeah let's go before Kayla see us." "Why does it matter to her anyway she is just jealous I don't like her." "That's her problem now go." 20 minutes later we pulled into my driveway. "Can I just stay here instead of going home and waiting 2 hours for you to text me?" "Sure just let me put my stuff away." I walk to my room and put my stuff away. I started walking down stairs and then I got a text from my mom she said you know I'm not going to lie we might not be back for a month it just depends so have fun and there is money in your bank account for food. Wow now I really hate my mom. "Who was that?" "My mom telling me she's not coming home to night or this week and probably not until next month." "Umm are you okay Sam?" "Yeah it's fine. I really wonder how I'm still a Virgin with them gone all the time I could be fucking as many guys as Kayla." "What do you mean." "I have never had sex before never in my life, I have never been on a date I have never had a boyfriend I have never ever been kissed or kissed someone. So yeah I'm lame my life is lame and my parents suck." "Oh wow Sam I'm sorry." "For what you can't fix any of it so." "Okay." I sat down and he sat down next to me. I don't know why but I just sat there and looked at him. He looked back. He went to say something and I kissed him. Slowly at first but then I sped up and I added tongue. He cupped my head in his hands as we kissed. I could feel myself getting hot. I started craving more and more interaction. We started moving a lot, we moved so that I was laying on my back on the couch and he was on top of me. I was kind of afraid of what was going to happen.
He kissed my neck and I just melted. He kissed both sides of my neck and then he started sucking on my neck. He left 3 or 4 big dark hickeys on my neck. He had on of his hands in my shirt and the other one underneath me pushing me against him. I started to take off his shirt and then I stopped. "What's wrong?" "I...this is...I don't know if..." "Listen I'm not going to have sex with you unless you want me to. I don't force girls to do anything." I didn't let him finish because I started to kiss him again. I took his shirt off. I felt this weird need to have sex with him. I really really wanted to have sex with him. We kept making out and then I felt his hand down between my legs. He wasn't touching my vagina but he was rubbing circles on my thighs and then I spread my legs apart and he started rubbing me through my jeans. I kissed his neck and jawline. I pushed myself against him as hard as I could. Then I felt him unbutton my pants. He slipped his hand in my underwear and started rubbing my wet clint. I moaned. I had never felt anything so good. I didn't think he was going to finger me. He rubbed there for a few minutes while kissing my neck. Then without warning he slipped 1 finger inside of me. I whimpered in pain. "Did I hurt you do you want me to stop?" "NOO James please keep going." Gasping for air as he moved his fingers in and out. "But you are whimpering. This is hurting you." "Keep going it only hurts because I have never had it happen before." Before he could say anything else I started kissing him again. Well trying to at least it was kind of hard kissing and moaning and whimpering at the same time. He pulled his finger out and then was just kissing me. I wanted more I wanted him. I unbuttoned his pants and started to pull them off. Then he stood up. "Wait what are you doing?" "We are going upstairs." "Oh." Before I could say anything else he was picking me up and kissing me. We go up stairs and he closed the door and locked it. He put me on the bed and then he took off my shirt and tank top. Then he I in clipped my bra and started kissing my boobs. My moans of pleasure made him start sucking on them. He gave me hickeys on my chest. Then he slipped my jeans off and started kissing my thighs. He came back up and was kissing my neck when I unbuttoned his pants and started to pull them off of him. He stopped me and pulled them all the way off. He went to get back on top of me when I moved and got a condom out of my night stand. "Just in case we need it." "Oh if you keep doing what your doing we are going to need it." Before I could say anything he was kissing me again. He slipped his hand in my underwear again and then he slipped a finger in. I wanted more then his finger I wanted him. I pulled his hand out and he started to pull away but before he could I grabbed his dick. It was hard, I rubbed the tip. He started to moan and then I stopped and ripped the condom package open and put the condom on him. Before he put it in he asked "are you sure you want this?" "Yes and I know this won't be you're first time but it is mine so be careful please." He didn't say anything he just slipped it in me. I felt a sharp pain, I got hard to breathe. It hurt but it also felt good. He asked several time if I wanted him to pull out and I said no. He hadn't even started thrusting yet and he thought I wanted him to stop. I thought it would be different I thought it would not be as good. Man was it good he started thrusting and I couldn't keep quiet. With every thrust it hurt less and less. The longer I lasted the more I wanted. God I never want this to stop. With every kiss on my neck and with every thrust I got closer and closer. Until finally I felt this explosion of pleasure. I moaned and arched my back. This was way better than I expected. Pulling out and rolling over "Sam?" "I'm fine just have to get my breath back to normal." "Okay" then he kissed me on the forehead.