Please don't go...

Chapter 5

As James and I ran down the stairs I tripped. "Fuck" I yell once I hit the bottom step. "Sam are you okay?" "Yes I'm fine just kinda fell down the fucking stairs, I'm just peachy." I yell angrily. Standing up "James hurry we have to find out what that noise was." We run into the kitchen and Kayla was standing on a chair trying to turn the fire alarm off. Not successfully she hit the alarm and it fell off the wall but didn't stop going off. "Damn it! Oh shit sorry I didn't wake you guys up did I?" "Uh yeah Kayla you did." As I rolled my eyes "what the fuck did you knock over and why is the alarm going off?" "Uhh I accidentally knocked the pantry thing over, and well I kinda burnt some eggs." "Kayla what the fuck where you cooking eggs at 3:00 am?" "What does it matter to you James? It's not like you are going to be around long." "What is that supposed to mean you slut?" "What do you think it's supposed to mean you fuck boi?" "I think it means you both need to shut the fuck up and lay down." At the same time James and Kayla say "fine whatever." "Kayla clean up the kitchen now!" "Wow what a friend just going to make me do it my self." "Yes Kayla I'm such an awful friend I let you fuck guys in my house!" By this time I'm yelling. "I let you stay here when you're drunk off your ass and can't walk! I let you stay here when your mom doesn't let you come home after you done 20 guys in one night! Is I am such and awful friend then leave!" "Fine whatever but when he leaves you don't come crying to me!" "Clean my fucking kitchen and leave!" I stomped up stairs and slammed my door. Knocking lightly on the door "hey can I come in please?" In a sad voice "yeah I guess you can." Walking into the room and sitting on the bed "Sam come here let me hold you." "Why should I? I mean why should I trust anyone anymore?" "Because Sam you need to trust people because if you don't then you get left alone and become someone who doesn't know how to love." "Look James i just need sleep." "Okay come here please? I just want to hold you, and please stop crying. We will fix it tomorrow." "What if she won't talk to me" deep sob "what if she hates me?" " she won't hate you she might be mad but she won't hate you."
I yawned and my eye lids felt heavy. I tried to stay awake but I couldn't I fell asleep laying on James. I don't know why but he made the world feel like it could be a better place. He made me feel safe. The feeling my mom had told me to be afraid of. She said it would change my life and that it would never work. My mom made me afraid that James wasn't the one. As I fell asleep I tried not to think of him leaving.
I woke up and he was gone. "James where are you?" I got out of bed and walked down stairs. "James?" I couldn't find him anywhere. I heard something coming from the basement. I opened the basement door and then the sound was more clear. It was moaning. I ran down stairs and found James and some girl. They were having sex. A tear started to slide down my cheek. "James" it was almost a whisper. "James how could you?" Jumping off the girl. "Sam it's not what it looks like." Crying "yes James it is." I run up stairs and to my room. "Sam let me in." "No James go away!" He started banging on the door. The banging kept getting louder and louder. "James stop it!" Then the door broke open and he started walking to me he looked so mad. He raised his arm like he was going to hit me. I started crying harder.
Then I wake up and I was crying. "Sam what's wrong?" "I... I guess I just had a bad dream." "What was it about?" "I don't want talk about it."  "Okay Sam do you want to lay back down?" I look over at the clock and it says 6:00 am. "No let's just go get breakfast." "Okay whatever you want." I got out of bed and threw James shirt at him. "I'm going down stairs." "Okay be right down." I walk down stairs and Kayla is laying in the couch. "Kayla what are you doing here?" "I couldn't go home and no one else would let me stay at their house. I'm sorry I will leave at 7:30." "No it's okay Kayla you can stay longer if you want." "I'm sorry sammy I was just so mad I didn't mean to call you a bad friend." " I know Kayla just please try to get along with James." "What's Kayla doing here?" "James just go in the kitchen and make breakfast please?" "Okay what do you want for breakfast?" "You pick okay?" "Anyway Kayla?" "I promise to get along with captain dick." "Thank you."  I walked into the kitchen and James was making a big breakfast with bacon and eggs and pancakes. "Why didn't you tell me you could cook?" "Because I didn't want to become some really hot girls slave." "Oh please we both know you would love to be my slave." "Maybe in bed." We both laughed and then Kayla pretended to gage. "Gee Kayla seems like you know how to do that." "Lol haha very funny sammy you know I don't gage I just suck and swallow then leave." "Wow Kayla I can't believe you just said that." "Really I have been saying it for like 3 years." "Maybe it's because now I know what it's like." "Really damn just met him and already sucked his dick." Pretends to weep "I am so proud I taught you well." "Oh shut up." I started laughing so hard I snorted. "Jeez Sam I didn't know you made that sound." "Yeah yeah yeah shut up, just cook."