Please don't go...

Chapter 3

What did I just do? Omg Sam what did you just do? I'll tell you what you did you brought James back to your house and you had sex with him and you liked it. I feel so stupid I just had sex with a guy that has probably had sex with so many girls.
Snapping out of it "Sam are you okay?" "Uhh yeah mmm I mean i... I don't really know." "I didn't hurt you did I?" "...no not really I just I don't know." Grabbing my hand "Sam please tell me you can trust me with anything." "Look I just feel really stupid I mean I just lost my virginity to you a guy I just met and looks like he has done a bunch of girls, I mean I'm probably just another girl." "Sam that's not what you are to me..." "look James I just i don't know." "Okay we'll get dressed I wanna take you somewhere." "I'm not sure I want to go anywhere." "Sam I didn't make you have sex with me and I didn't make you do anything I asked if that's what you wanted now please trust me and get dressed and come with me." "Fine where are we going?" "You will see when we get there."
We got in his car. I didn't realise it until then that his car was really clean and smelled really good, almost like a new car. "James when did you get this car?" "My adopted dad got it for me when we moved here." I look at him carefully "you're adopted?" "Yes when I was little my dad wasn't around and my mom wasn't a good person." "I'm sorry James." We sat in silence until we pulled up to a beach. "What are we doing here." "I'm going to show you where I used to come when I was little." "You used to come here when you were little?" "Yes my aunt lives in town but she died last year." "Oh I'm sorry." "Come on." James got out of the car. I got out after a moment of hesitation.
We walked for a bit and then we came to a spot where it was more of a cliff off the beach. Then we walked away from the beach and then he said we are almost there. We walked into a gap in the ground and I followed him. We ended up under the ground we had just been on. We sat down at the end of the cave. "This is where I used to run to when I wasn't happy." "How many girls have you brought here?" He looked at me and I could tell he was thinking "one." " what was her name?" "Sam." "What was her name?" "Sam her name was Sam." "Oh do you have a thing for girls named Sam?" "Sam you are the only girl I have ever brought here." "Really?" "Yes sam I'm not that bad of a guy, I don't just play girls to get in there pants. I'm sorry that you think that but that's not who I am." He started to get up and I grabbed his hand. "I'm sorry James please sit back down." "Fine" he didn't seem very happy. "Look you may not believe me but you are the first girl I have brought here...and you were my first time."
He put his hand in his lap. "James? Are you saying I was the first girl you had sex with?" "Yes Sam that's what I'm saying." "Okay I believe you." I rested my head on his shoulder. "Why did you bring me here?" "Because I know I met you yesterday but I feel different when I see you. Just being right next to you makes me feel different. It makes me feel like I used to feel when I would look off the ledge and think of how long I would fall if I fell off." "James you make my heart skip a beat, you make me feel like nothing is ever gonna be wrong if you are with me." "Sam will you go out with me?" "Yes just promise me you won't leave if things get hard."
He stood up "lets go get food, then I should probably take you home." "I don't have to go home. My parents aren't there. They leave every weekend." "Okay then I will take you home later." We got back to his car and then we drove back to town.
"Where do you want to eat?" "I don't care." "Do you wanna go back to your house I can cook you something." "Well we are going to have to go to the store because my house has bad food." "Okay I will make it a mystery then you stay in the car." He got out at the store and came back 5 minutes later. "Okay back to your house." I just sat there in his car. Shocked at what had happened.
We got back to my house and got out of the car. "Okay you go watch tv." "Wait what why? Maybe I want to watch you cook." "You know I'm gonna have my shirt on the whole time right." Then he winked at me and I started giggling "yes I know that, you think you're funny don't you?" "Yeah maybe just a little." I walked up to him he is a foot taller then me and out weighed me by 60 pounds. I mean I'm tiny so it wasn't like he was fat. His was all muscle anyways. "Lean down I have to tell you a secret." "Sam there is no one else here. Why do I need to lean down?" "James just lean down." He leaned down and I grabbed him and kissed him lightly. "Are you going to tell me a secret or did you just want to kiss me?" "I just wanted a kiss." "Oh wow I thought I was gonna hear some gossip." Laughing "no I thought a kiss was better." "Well I mean" "excuse me I guess you don't want any kisses". "I'm just kidding I would rather kiss you any day."