Biker Love

Ten

I convince Jacob to go get the portable cot for Blake and bring it over to my place.
I know mom and dad will get a shock in the morning but they won't mind a baby being here. Dakota had ended up leaving with Dylan after asking me a million times if I was ok with it and of course I was.
I had Jacob with me and I think the bed would be crowded if she stayed too so I didn't mind but next time I'd definitely kick Jacob out instead of Dakota because I'm feeling bad about spending so much time with him rather than Dakota.
'Is Dylan a good guy?' I ask Jacob.
'Honestly no but if you're worried about Dakota then I've warned him about hurting her and I think he really does like her'
'Good because she's a good girl and she's been through enough pain and heart ache in her life and I don't want to see her through another one' I explain.
The way Jacob looked at me right then, it made my heart flip and the butterflies in my stomach brew up a storm.
He looked at me like he was seeing me for the first time.
I leaned up and I press my lips to his.
It was that moment when he looked at me that I realised something horrifying.
I was in love with Jacob.
'You have the biggest heart and I think that's something that I find so alluring about you' he tells me.
I smile and kiss his cheek.
My arm was hurting so I had to lie on my good side. Jacob had an arm under my head and I was snuggled into his side with my head resting on his chest.
Jacob kisses my head and says 'Good night my Snow White'
I smile and close my eyes.

By morning, I felt relaxed but so damn sore. My shoulder was throbbing and I wanted to cry.
I was alone in bed so I get up and slip my slippers on.
I head down stairs and for my pain pills. 'Hurt' I groan.
'Here sweat heart' mom hands me the bottle of pain killers and a bottle of water as she holds Blake on her hip.
'Where's Jacob?' I ask smiling at Blake who's eating a banana.
'He had to run to the store' mom says 'did you know about this cutie?'
'Not until he was dropped off last night' I shrug.
'Well he's a cute little guy either way' mom kisses his cheek and Blake laughs with a toothy grin. He only had two bottom teeth.
'He is' I nod.
'How did you sleep?' Mom asks putting a plate of eggs and Bacon in front of me.
'Fine' I sigh 'my shoulder is killing me today though' I respond as the front door opens.
'Sorry, apparently everyone wanted to go to the shops right now' Jacob says. He kisses my head on the way past to grab his son from my mother.
'Its fine, he was no trouble' mom smiles.
I eat my food and Jacob changes Blake's diaper. 'I am going to head to bed now, I will see you guys later' mom says.
'Night' I say as she walks past.
Once I'm done with my food, I go rinse off the plate and put it on the sink before going to sit on the couch.
'Don't you look bright eyed today' Jacob jokes.
'I feel so crappy' I pout 'My shoulder hurts and I don't know, I just feel like crap' I tell him.
'Feel like doing something? The park or something?' He asks me.
I just shrug and look out the window. 'Wouldn't it be too cold to take Blake out?' I ask.
'Its overcast but it's not that cold, I just feel bad when I have him and we don't do anything together'
'We can do something' I nod. I felt bad if i say I wanted to stay home because then Blake wouldn't get to go out because Jacob wants us all together 'I'll go shower and get ready' I say.
After a painful and difficult shower, I dress into my blue flare jeans, a black long sleeve and my grey vest before putting the damn sling back on.
I didn't care about my hair, I couldn't lift my arm to do it anyway.
'Need help with your hair?' Jacob asks.
I wince 'Is it that bad?'
'Yeah babe' Jacob laughs and then goes up stairs. He comes back with my brush and i sit on the floor while he sits on the couch and gently brushes it.
'I can't wait for this to heal' I say 'I can have proper cuddles with Blake and I can do my hair and stuff' I was getting good at the no cussing in front of the baby shit.
'I put your meds in the diaper bag too in case you need them while we're out' Jacob replies. 'There' he's finished my hair and now is helping me get up.
I hate this shit.
I grab the diaper bag while Jacob grabs Blake and then we're leaving and heading across the road.
Once we're all strapped into the car, Jacob begins to drive.
'Who do you live with?' I ask.
'No one' he scoffs 'Dad and I don't get along so he pays the rent for me to stay there. Mom brings groceries over every few weeks and it's just me and Blake'
I nod 'No one gets along with their parents these days' I sigh 'I'm starting to think my relationship with mine isn't normal'
Jacob laughs 'It's not normal but it's good, not many people tell their parents everything like you do and honestly, I'm jealous of the relationship you all have'
'They brought us up to make our own mistakes. They're hard on us sometimes but we know we can tell them anything and they won't growl or flip a lid'
'Not all people are meant to be parents but yours seem to have aced it. You have the perfect life and you don't even realize it'
'I know I have a good life and I'm proud to say I love my parents and they've raised me and my siblings right. We don't need to lie to them, we don't need to sneak out because they taught us if we wanted something then we needed to ask them and if I didn't trust them, I couldn't tell them the things I have but they've never done anything to break our trust and that's why I love them so much'
'My dad used to be awesome like that too but something in him changed and I don't know what it was but it made him bitter and nasty and we can't even hold a decent conversation now before arguing'
'That must suck and being around my family wouldn't help'
'But it does. It proves to me that not all parents are idiots and cruel and when I'm with you and your family, I feel like home. Like I belong there'
I smile at his words because they really do make my heart swell.
'Well, I feel like you belong too' I say resting my hand on his 'and if my shoulder wasn't so sore and a pain in the butt, I'd prove it'
His head snaps in my direction in pure shock and then the road 'what do you mean?' He asks me.
'I think you know what I mean' I laugh. I was serious too. I loved this guy and I wanted to be with him, all of him and I had no doubt in my mind that I was ready. I was scared and nervous but I didn't let that cloud my judgement.
I want to have sex with my boyfriend.
'Are you serious?' He asks me.
'Dead serious, I've thought about it Jake and I have no doubts, I trust you completely and I don't know if it makes me an idiot or not but I'm ready' I explain.
'You have no idea how much I want to kill that Fu...' he stops 'the guy who hurt you'
'Someones keen' I laugh 'it could take a few weeks for my shoulder to feel alright too and just because the S word is out of it, doest mean we can't do other stuff, I mean I am not experienced at all so I kind of want to know what Im doing' I couldn't believe how easy and not awkward it was talking about this to him.
'Baby, I haven't had any since the week after I met you, hell yes I am keen but I'll be patient because when the time comes, we won't be leaving the bedroom'
I laugh and blush at his suggestion which makes Jacob laugh.
We went to the park and I swear I fell in love with Jacob a little more as I watched him play with his son.
Blake was worn out after an hour so we went and grabbed some lunch before heading back to my place.
Blake fell asleep on the way home so Jacob had to carry his sleeping child up to my room where the bed was for him.
'Did yous have fun?' Dad asks.
'Yeah' I smile and nod 'damn that kid can go though, he's like a little ball of energy'
'That's good, how's the shoulder?'
'Its aching' I say 'but I can deal with it'
'Take a pill' dad tells me.
I shake my head 'no, I'm fine, I'll take one when the pain is too intense, I don't want to get addicted'
'Fair enough' he nods.
The weekend goes by fast and before I know it, Carissa is picking Blake back up. I managed to get some good cuddles from Blake before he went home and I was pretty shocked that he liked me this much.
'So how's the shoulder?' Jacob asks, I turn and he gives me a wink with a wicked smirk.
I playfully roll my eyes and slap him.
I was pretty bummed out too that it still hurt to move it too much but I had to move it a bit through the day so the muscles don't stiffen.
'I think its getting worse' I joke.
'I think I'll have to cut it off' he jokes back pulling me into him.
I turn in his arms and with my free hand, I cup his cheek. He leans down and presses his lips to mine gently.