Biker Love

Seven

I still wasn't sure if Jacob and I were dating but I knew we pretty much were. We agreed to keep things low because his club wasn't so forgiving and understanding but we spent after school together and now, we were going camping with school.
Half the senior year didn't turn up but it was expected, no one cared for camping but Dakota, Jacob and I were going and that's all that mattered.
'I have this friend and he kind of has a thing for your friend' Jacob tells me.
'Ok, who is this friend?' I ask. We were at my place and I was getting ready for camp.
'Dylan, he's part of the club and he knows about you and he's cool with it, he wont snitch'
'Ok well we need these two to meet, is he going to be at camp?' I ask.
'Yes actually, you've probably seen me hang around him'
I nod my head. 'I just have one question for you about us' I say.
'Ok' he nods.
'What are we? I mean we're only seeing each other and stuff'
'You are mine and I am yours' he tells me 'no one else' he kisses my cheek.
'So boyfriend and girlfriend?' I ask.
'Yes but just not with the title'
'I'm calling you my boyfriend and I'm referring myself as your girlfriend and you better get used to it because it's what we are and you're just scared of commitment' I tell him.
'Indi, babe' he pauses and I know the speech, I have my own planned out for it. 'We don't know each other enough to be a couple and yes, commitment scares me and I don't want to push you away when I hear the b and g word too much'
'Tell me something Jake' first time I had called him that and I liked it. 'Do you want to be with me? I know it's only been like a month of knowing each other but do you see me in your future?'
'Yes I want to be with you and I don't think about the future, I just go one day at a time'
'Alright, now let me tell you something' I step closer to him. 'I'm not going to fuck you until I am ready for it, I am not going to be a toy and I'm not going to sit on the side lines while you're scared of commitment so if you don't plan to be in my life and be with me for a while, if I'm just a fling then tell me now'
He pulls me closer and cups my cheek 'I can't even explain what it is about you that keeps me here, I can't tell you how long I plan to be with you because I don't know, all I know is that I want you and only you, I can't even look at another woman without you popping into my head and I can't explain why but I know that you have me and I have you'
'I'm not one to be put as a back burner Jake so if I'm yours then we have a title other wise I'm single and so are you and we can do as we please' I shrug 'I get that you're scared and trust me, so am I but we're either in a relationship or not and if we're not then I can't just act like a girlfriend'
He nods. 'I get it'
'You do?' I ask. He nods and presses his lips to mine. I knew what was going to happen now. The kiss proved to me that he wasn't going to commit, he wasn't going to give us a title.
'Sorry, but I can't' he whispers and then leaves my house.
I narrow my eyes at the door he just exited. I knew he was still going to be jealous and I knew he was still going to be possessive so I knew what I needed to do in order to get him to commit to me.
He was already half way there but he was scared of the title, scared to be tied down and I get that.
He was messing with the wrong Davids.
Dakota thought it was a stupid idea when I told her but none the less, she would back me up.
We get on the bus and start to plan things since he was at the back of the bus and we were in the middle.
'So you're going to hook up with a random?' Dakota asks.
'No' I laugh 'I'm going to talk to guys, flirt a little, that's all'
'He will kill them'
'No, he will realise that I am not to be fucked with and he will realise if he wants me with him then he needs to be a man and ask me'
'You are evil' Dakota smiles. It was a fair drive to this camp and I was so bored and feeling sick.
'Car sickness can eat a dick' I groan.
'Oh, I brought these for you' Dakota fishes out a box from her bag and hands it to me. They're nausea pills.
'Man I love you' I tell her as I swig on my coke and down the pill.
She just grins at me.
When we finally get to camp I sigh in relief. Cabins.
No tents.
Which means the cabins will have showers.
'Bunking with you' I tell Dakota. She nods in agreement and we head for the cabins.
There was a bunch of activities to do here but they were optional so we could literally just hang out at camp the whole weekend.
The teachers we're pretty relaxed too, they were just there to supervise us all.
Thankfully, no one else bunked with us so it was just Dakota and I in our cabin. 'Thank God no other bitch came in here, I can't deal with people today' I say.
'I like just me and you' Dakota agrees.
We get ourselves settled in the bottom bunks and then head back out to camp.
The teachers were going on about no boys and girls sharing a cabin during the night but we can go in and out during the day and blah blah, we aren't allowed to wonder off and during activities we couldn't use our phones.
'Hey Indi' I turn and see a guy from my math class beside me.
'Hey' I smile. I had seen Jacob over the other side of camp just before so I hoped he was looking. 'Want to be part of a jealous plan?' I ask him. I wasn't going to lead this guy on just for revenge, I'm not like that.
'If it has anything to do with Jacob then no, I don't want a beating' I was sure this guys name was Chad or something starting with C.
I roll my eyes 'One punch at most, maybe three, I just want to make him jealous and make him realise I'm girlfriend material. Ill pay you'
'$50 a punch' he says.
'$20' I bargain.
'$50 for the first and $20 for any other hits' he asks.
I smile 'deal' I hold my hand out and he kisses my cheek instead.
'He's watching' Dakota whispers.
'Say something flirty'
'You have a nice ass' my jaw drops and I playfully slap him 'I'm sorry' he laughs 'I suck at flirting'
'Noticed' I snort.
'I'm Chris by the way'
'I know' I nod. I didn't but I was close. 'Dakota and I are going to our cabin, feel free to come by' I smile.
'Ill take a hit or two but I dont want to die' he laughs.
I roll my eyes and Dakota and I head for the cabin. 'Bet he will be in here fuming in like two minutes' Dakota bets.
'Think he will be that long?' I raise an eye brow and she laughs and shrugs.
'What if it backfires? What if he hooks up?'
'Then I will be a crazy bitch' I shrug 'At least Chris knows whats going on and I'm not leading him on'
'True' she nods. I was a decent person. I wasn't interested in anyone else. Something about Jacob drew me in and I just wanted him, almost felt like I needed him and the feeling scared me to the core but I wasn't giving up.
I know his type and I know he wants to be with me, I just need him to realise it.
He didn't come in which sucked but the bon fire had started and as Dakota and I come out, everyone is looking at us. We freeze 'What?' I ask.
'Will you sing? It wouldn't be a camp fire without a few good voices' the teacher asks.
I look around at every one and they're staring at us with hopeful and encouraging eyes. I look at Dakota and she shrugs at me.
Dakota and I met at choir in fifth grade and the school had us sing at the end of year assembly.
'What are we singing?' I ask. The teacher hands me the guitar and we take a seat.
'The one you did last year' someone calls.
I strum the guitar and key it in key for the song. i clear my throat and close my eyes, blocking every one out.
'How do I... Get through one night without you...' I start to sing the first verse alone.
'Baby you would take away everything good in my life...' Dakota sings along and I let her take the next part.
'And tell me now..' I sing along and my eyes find Jacobs but I look away after a moment and sing the rest of the song solo.
When the song is done, everyone cheers and I hand the guitar back as everyone goes to talking among themselves.
'You have an amazing voice' Jacob was beside me.
'Thanks' I shrug.
'Can I talk to you?' He asks.
I look at Dakota but she's occupied with a friend of Jacob's, I raise an eye brow at him and he smirks.
'Whatever' I sigh. He stands and I follow him to his cabin.
I roll my eyes when I see a girl laying on Jacobs bed and I know it's his bed because his patch is laid out on it.
'Get out tramp' I snap. She screws her or nose up at me. 'I'm being serious, get out or I'll drag you out by your hair ' she looks to Jacob and then back to me and finally stands up.
'Shes a crazy bitch and you ain't worth crazy' she tells Jacob
'You haven't seen Crazy' i snap and she scoffs walking out, leaving us alone.
'See, two can play at this game Snow' he is now suddenly right behind me.
I turn on him 'You got me in here, knowing she was there?' I ask.
'Yes' he nods 'I know what you're doing with that kid and I will knock him out if I ever see his hands or lips on you again' Jacob growls.
'At least he wasn't on my fucking bed' I snap
'Yet' he scoffs. I narrow my eyes at him 'Who knows how far you will take this jealousy shit'
I shove him and he laughs 'You seriously think I would invite him to my bed? Think I'll fuck him too?'
I was getting more and more pissed off as he laughs at me.
'Honestly, I dont know what you'd do'
I shove him but as he laughs, I start to pound my fists into his chest. His laughter dies and he grips my wrists.
I struggle and he walks me backward until my back hits the wall. 'Get off me' I growl. I was so fucking mad right now.
'Calm down you little spit fire' he tells me playfully. He thinks this is a joke? I struggle against him and he pins me to the wall with his body.
In frustration, I bite his shoulder and it wasn't gentle.
He only groans and his grip tightens on my wrists.
'Indiana' he growls in my ear. 'Bite me like that again and I will fuck the shit out of you' I freeze.
He liked that? I look at his shoulder and I see blood. I drew blood and all he can do is get a hard on.
'Show me' I tell him.
He frowns and I look to his shoulder. He let's my hands go and my hands go to his shoulder.
I pull his shirt across and gasp. 'I am so sorry' I wipe the blood with my thumb and he shivers.
'It didn't hurt' he whispers. I look up at him and he's staring down at me. Just the way he was looking at me made my knees weak.
His shoulder had a mould of my teeth and it was bleeding and he enjoyed it.
I couldn't help it, I press on it and his eyes close as he groans. Pain turned him on and I wasn't sure if that scared me or turned me on.
'Indi' he warns as I dig my nails into his shoulders.
He grips my hips and lifts me off the ground. My legs wrap around his waist and he slams me into the wall, grinding himself in to me so I feel all of him.
I gasp 'That is what you do to me, I'm like a walking hard on when you're around and tonight is so much worse' he shakes his head 'Your voice tonight and your aggression and damn the biting, it's painful'
I felt bad for him, almost enough to give myself to him but not quite. I wanted to fix him.
'Then fix it' I tell him. 'Not with me but someone'
He frowns at me and looks at me like I suggested we go kill a puppy. 'What?'
'I'm sorry for your raging hard on but I can't fix it for you, someone else will have to'
'Are you insane? You're telling me to go fuck someone else when you almost just ripped some girls hair out for being in my bed?'
I sigh 'Yes, your rule sucks but you shouldn't have to suffer because I'm a fucking virgin'
He smirks and shakes his head 'You're amazing' he presses his lips mine and pulls me impossibly closer making me gasp. Jacob uses this as an invitation to slide his tongue into my mouth.
I moan into his mouth and he pulls away. 'Not helping' he laughs.
'I hope you know that I'm not going to stay away from other guys' I tell him.
'Do we have to do this every night?' He asks.
'No' I shake my head and gently push on his chest. He let's me down and steps back 'You know what I want Jacob and I know you want the same so until you realise it and stop being a little bitch then we can't continue this' I motion my hand between us.
'Did you seriously just call me a little bitch?' I wasn't sure if he was amused or pissed off.
'Yes' I nod. 'You want to be with me but you're too scared of being called someones boyfriend and to me, that's being a pussy'
'You know I like it when you're fiesty' he winks.