You'll Always Be My Girl - YOONGI (SUGA) X READER

Chapter 8: is this the time ?

Its been a month since (y/n) start the therapy. I couldnt be there with her all day and everyday because of my schedule. I've been so busy too this past month, been composing for my mix tape and some for the next upcoming album. So, everytime i got the chance to see her, i always brought her something that will make her entertained.

"(Y/n)-a..i'm here.." I open the door and see her sleeping face facing me. I come closer and sit on the chair beside her bed. Today i come alone because the other still want to practice more. I said to them that it wont take long and i will go back and will practice with them.

I examine her face, she's getting skinnier, her face doesnt have the light she used to have, pale. I feel tears in my eyes "y/n-a.. Hang in there. I know you can get through this. You're a strong girl.." I stroke her cheek and then her hair. When i reach at the end of her hair, the hair it stuck between my hand. Her hair starts to fall off one by one because of the effect of the therapy. My heart breaks even more. She used to love her hair. She used to go to the salon every once in a week to get a treatment. Now...it just fall off.. I feel tears rolling down my cheek. I wipe it slowly and kiss her forehead.

I take out a paper and pen and write on it.

"Y/n-a..sorry if when you're awake i wont be by your side..i have to practice with the others..i promise i will make sometimes between my busy schedule to always come and see you..i'm sorry if this is the only thing i can do..bringing something that could entertain you..i dont want you to get bored..you have to be in a good condition so that you can fight this motherfucker..^^ if you miss me just call me..message me..i will answer and reply. But if i dont pick up..leave a message..and i'll call you back after..i'm so sorry..and..i know you can do this baby..my baby is strong..i love you..i love you to the moon and back..i love you y/n-a..i really do..you're my everything...i love you"

I finish writing, i fold the paper and place it on her hand. I look at her face again then kiss her forehead, kiss her cheeks, her eyes, her nose, her lips. "I love you baby" once again i look at her, and leave the room.

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"Oppa, i'm awake and i just read your letter, thank you for making some times writing this and visit me. I really appreciate it. Don't say sorry, your carrier is far way more important, remembering how hard you've worked to reach this high. I'll be okay, you should focus on your practice! Dont day dream! Dont get lazy! Or else you fans might be disappointed. And thanks for the things you've brought for me, i'll make sure i entertained myself with it. I love you. Thank you.." I leave a voice message. I stand up slowly as i feel dizzy, reaching out the bag oppa bought for me at the table.

I open the bag and there are alot of stuff. Books, color paint, therapy coloring book, and games. "Wah, this therapy coloring book is popular nowadays" i smile. I take out the color paint and the book, putting on the bed table and start coloring.

"Good Morning miss, we're here for your breakfast" the nurse came in with the food, "we'll check your temperature, and blood pressure" i nod. "Its normal, and the next therapy will start in the evening around 2 p.m. Thank you. And enjoy the meal" i smile at her and bow a bit. I continued my coloring.

I put on earphone and play "love is not over" by BTS. I sing along with it until i feel someone poke my shoulder, i look up and see my mom and dad there, i immediately take off the earphone. "Ommaa!! Appaaa!!" I hug them and they hug me back crying "aigooo,, my pretty daughter,, how you feel?? Better?" Mommy ask while wiping her tears "i'm okay,, you know that i'm strong.. Dont worry omma" i said smiling. "Aigooo,, look at your face, you're becoming a skeletonn, and the hair, aigooo,, why is it becoming so thin?? Aigooo sesange..." Mommy continue, i look at her while holding her hand "omma, nann,, gwaenchanha.. Appa too, dont worry i'm okay.. Just.. Bring me a lot of foodss!!! I'm dying out of hunger not cancer!" I pout, they laugh "yess here, we brought fruits, and dishes you like" mom taking it all out and place it on my bed table removing my books and paint.